PEIXUAN

2010-05-21T21:24:00.002+08:00

Hello world.

And yes, hello X. Two can play the game. Oh? I'm a faker? Oh please, please please please man, at least I don't go around calling people biatches. How so do I fake? You know, 'tis a bit difficult to quarrel with ya, since YOU are such a LOSER. Who didn't dare leave her name? So I can't personally insult ya.
And actually, I have never mentioned if I thought myself as 'pretty'. Now that you've mentioned, yeah, I do think I'm pretty. At least, I put my name out for people. I put my face out. I express my displeasure openly.
So not like you?
I'm 'chubby'? Manzxc, I'm fudging 'chubby' eh? Wtfudge, my waist is prolly smaller than yours, my physical report is prolly better than yours, my legs are prolly more toned than yours.

So, bite me.

2010-05-05T20:25:00.002+08:00

HELLO LOVELIES!

BE AMAZED BY THE LOVELY NUMBER 7. Gotta admit he's pretty good-looking uh, though I totes wasn't affected by THAT fever. He's the one at the last scene, where the basketballers cheer and cheer and cheer, he's the one in the middle, if I ain't wrong!

Wonder why, all who were featured in this TVC are foreign. Hmmm.

2010-04-19T20:35:00.003+08:00

Hi world,

My fingers hurt me because I've bitten my nails to the bud and my left ring finger is so super sore. I was really tempted to put Julia's CANDY Band-Aid, and ask someone to kiss my boo-boo.

I NEED SOMEONE TO KISS MY BOO-BOO!

Sigh, I really have got to grow up okay, I've been losing interest in everything. Like right now, I dread having English lessons. I've used to love it because I ace everything. But right now, I believe Mrs. Neo, like, hates everyone? The fantastic techniques Mrs Lim taught me, which earned me my fabulous A* for PSLE, are all slammed by Mrs. Neo. I ain't saying she ain't good at the language. But she's like, ehmmmm, mf-ing narrow-minded. She doesn't accept these techniques and just crosses it out and mark me down. So you see why I lose interest.

However, I'm sorta growing on Math these days OMG. Like duh, when you can work the sums out and all.

Hmm, I don't reckon I should be blogging even. MYEs are coming, and I'm gonna work like super super hard.

And shop later!

Nightnight all. Beauty sleep. (:

2010-04-18T16:56:00.006+08:00

I definitely am. Love you bitch.

PHOTOBOOTH, ISN'T FEE SO CUTE? I LOOOOOOVE HER. My favourite alien! LOVEYOULOVEYOULOVEYOU! SO CUTEEEEE UH.

But GAH, IPhone camera is omfg mega lousy, sorry IPhone, you rock but you suck too!

I miss my N82's 5MP camera. ):

We all had carving lessons and we're done with the white characters. And gee, my surname is major cool kk, and I was almost done when I realised that the character was too small, so I had to sand it off, and asked teacher to write it for moi.

So I wasn't the first to finish, though I reckoned I had the easiest name to carve.

And there's Lee. Photobooths too, in 'her room'! ((:

Shitsters, I don't know where I was looking, but I definitely look yellow zomg. EWW.

This is at ehhhh, United Kids? Or something like that, we went to look for her seniors' step-down pressies!

We went to Suntec yesterday to book holidays for June. KOREA yeah baby yeah!

Haha, that's Fee's phrase man. xD

Kay, my sister insisted on unglam shot, and you can obviously see I've bigger eyes! I suppose I grew up earlier. That's why.

Oh, the lights made me look un-yellower.

READ MY TWEETS.

Okay, I'm leaving the best for the end.

Presenting to you,

Dove Patrol, Patrol Second.

Choo Pei Xuan.

2010-04-07T21:39:00.001+08:00

Im going to smile and make you think Im happy, Im going to laugh, so you dont see me cry, Im going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - Im going to smile.

2010-04-07T19:44:00.005+08:00

Hello Lovies.
I'm underground, I fell down.
I'm freaking out, so where am I now?!

They say we can't wear coloured contacts to school. But my app lets me. HAH./

Maybe a subtle green won't be very obvio..

Or maybe..
SAY HI TO CANDY CULLEN.

Or MAYBE, MAD-EYE CANDY. (:

NOW FOR CRAZY CAPTIONS!

Fiona: "Imma ruling the world Lynnie! You. Shall. See."

Candy: (Wants to knock Fee on the head with a pingpong bat)

Fiona: "Wowzers. Your forehead is really high. I'll bet it's empty inside. Unlike MOI, Imma RULING THE WORLD!!!!!!!!"

Candy: "OhemGEE. Fee, seriously? We all know I have more brains. More than Linda does. And that's saying a LOT.(holds pingpong bat in STANDBY)"

Fiona: "*gasps* HOW DARE YOU. Linda's like awesome. No balls, but he's my favourite musketeer. *swoons*"

Candy: "Seriously? Since when have you liked musketeers? And thatone?! FEE!(Getting ready to hit her head)"

Lynnie(behind camera): "I wish Kangwei would donate his eyes to me... I shall gouge them out! *cackles"

Fiona: "ah, you don't understand. Lee, you're filming?!"

Candy: (being the ever drama-queen and attention-seeker, decides not to hit Fiona and acts cute and surprised instead.)

Fiona: (decides not to let Candy hog all the limelight, leans in and grimaces.)

Candy: (still acting cute)

Haha, yeah, these are like majorly overdue pictures. But don't you think it's funny?!

Happy's a good thing. Though I look better when I scowl, especially at Clara.

2010-03-27T22:46:00.002+08:00

Hi all, I'm sad.
I busted my bill. By a lot man! Sigh, I reckon it's the Iphone, and I don't have a data plan. So there. From now onwards, only Wi-Fi. No more TTR! No more online-shopping in bed at night instead of sleeping. Cue huuuuuge sighhhhhh.

SIGH.

Earth Hour today!!!! Major FUN! Hmm, actually not so. Fee and I were like outcasts. So so sad. ): Cos we handed up our consent form late. But it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Not many people slammed their doors on us. And our mentor, Yihui, knows Jamie's sister, same CCA. Andand, spammed piccies with Fee. Something really funny happened to her, shan't tell!

Andand when I took the bus to go to Gran's, I saw this old uncle, with really pretty white hair, like sorta silver, that we had approached during the outreach! I was totes STARING at him. He seems like a very cute person you know. But maybe that's just me. I think old people are cute. And you ain't. Hah, take that.

The block Fee and I, and 4 other sec1s, went to-766, I think, the layout and architecture was super dèja-vu to me. Like I've dreamt of him quite some time ago, but the middle of the buiding had totally NO WALLS. So you would be like super staying away from the edge, and super scared of falling off the the building. Sigh, weird, scary dreams.

Ohwell, gtg. Nightnight all.

2010-03-25T20:23:00.005+08:00

Iam resisting the temptation to rant and rant, nope it ain't abt 'dumpedin***-ugly-who's-so-lame-and-insulted-chocolate', but April said she blogged a dedication for me, so it made my day. So, I ain't gonna rant about YOU, and no it ain't insensitive biatch D either. So you'd prolly be thinking, "Aiya damn lah, get on with it if you ain't gonna tell us interesting goss about people." Nevermind. Maybe a few days later. Besides, the Bible said not to judge people.

So I hope you know kay, that I really don't like it when people correct me.
Don't like it when people judge me either, so I'm just gonna assume and give you
the benefit of the doubt, but just know I don't like it at all. Don't pull me
down just cos you feel bad, I could go full-on bitchy if I wanted to kay. But you seem fragile and seriously, I don't wanna hurt you, we've had good times as friends. Kk?

On a happier note...

Happy happy Birthday JULIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yay you like the thing I made for you. And yes I look unglam in that picture, don't rub it in! Julia and I got our hair cut together and my lovely locks were just *snip snip*, byebye!

But anywho, oh, I saw that wound, it was pretty nasty then... But anyway, you rock, erm socks?, JULIA!!!! :)

kk, since I ain't gonna rant, I'm going to go download more apps. And i lost my TTR2 ):

2010-03-19T21:09:00.004+08:00

I really love us.

My blog is totes très boring but at least imma making effort now. People around me are getting lovesick, sick of love and idk how to comfort them, when majority of them are dudes. Oh gawd.

Was checking out top 10 luxury IPhone cases. I don't like the number 1 at all, so gaudy. Like aunty liddat, showing off all the gold you have. Like you wanna tell the whole world you got money to buy $100k IPhone case. Later someone rob you uh. Got IPhone people already wanna pick, still wanna broadcast to pickpocket to steal your phone? Aiya.

Ohemgeeee, I'm lovin' Dogeared necklaces. Check this out: Dogeared; As Seen In.... Super pretty. I want!!

Babe, take a chill pill. We all have problems, cos life's like a rollercoaster, ups and downs. You can't stay at the top all the time, and you might feel as if you're going down all the time, but you're an actress. Fake it til you make it. Keep feeling that you're on top of the world, you rule, you rock, God loves. (:

Kk all, the pic at the top is copyrighted. By yours truly.

Loveya.

2010-03-11T18:46:00.003+08:00

OhmyGod.
Tiger Woods, then Jack Neo?

Okay, a bit late to blog about this and yes I'm a bit kaypoh. Actually I ain't really interested, but I just watched the video cos it popped on Windows Live Today. Wowzers. That Ah-Nan guy (actor), he aither really wants the limelight or he's really concerned about Jack Neo and wife.

I think it really is morally wrong. That Wendy Chong lady is almost young enough to be his daughter, 3 years older than his elder daughter to be exact, I Googled, and I'm not judging anyone, but to use April's words, he's through and through PAEDOPHILE lah! CHEEKOPEK. Ohyeah, April you be careful uh, live kinda near him. Eww, I shan't go on. It's gross.

Maybe he gave Wendy Chong $$$. Or promised her fame. So she slept with him? But perhaps when she didn't get famous like she thought she would, (she played a nurse in Money No Enough 2; Googled), she EXPOSED him, and then pushed the blame on him. She claimed that he made the first move and one thing led to another, and another means affair. So there.

I AIN'T JUDGING NOR HATING HIM Though I'm raelly contradicting myself and talking in circles.

Perry Lee on MSN says:
When a person has committed adultery, cheat on his wife, made fools of his children pretending to be a very sucessful person by being the chi ko pek to young women, even if he's forgiven, he will still have to suffer the consequences. Things aren't so easy, if that's so all adulterers will just simply apologize and that's it?

He has abused his position and influence to society by being so morally wrong. All celebrities and well-known persons have a social responsibility for the general younger generation as a model. This Jack Neo has utterly fail.

Why he has been such a Chi Ko Pek? That's because he let his tiny bit of success in Singapore get into his head thinking he can now boastfully play with sweet young things for his own ego.

Sigh, both Jack Neo and Tiger Woods were talents. And had squeaky-clean images. Something happens then BOW! everything's gone.

Maybe we shouldn't bother so much. Maybe it's all publicity lorh. The reporters and paps are having a field day cos of all these, ahem, scandals, they're practically living on these. But actually, if there weren't any paps, us commoners would have no good goss to nibble on.

Ah whatever. Anyway, the new SK-II commercial sucks shit, oops, but that woman pronounced 'aura' as or-lahhhh. LOL.

I don't like you.

2010-03-09T18:41:00.003+08:00

Hi all.
I have a big nose. YAY. It's good, I think.
Fuck Blogger. This picture looked so much better on my computer. Must have been something wrong with the uploader. BLEH.
Yes. I'm back to blogging. However boring my posts are, READ.

Okay, so Fee and I were supposed to eat meesua together today. Then Becks came and we all went to have lunch together. We were actually eating on the steps of Tampines 1-LOL like in Gossip Girl, the girls eat on the steps of the Met- then it was like super awkward to eat there. So we all 'shifted camp' to the interchange foodcourt. Was totally contemplating if I shoud have left first, since Adrian's books were totally weighing me down.
You must be wondering why I had Adrian's books. They are super super heavy French cuisine cookbooks, with hardcovers man. Yeah and back to topic, I was like too lazy to bring my bag to the front for History CA, so Adrian helped me, on the condition that I help him return his books.

Yesterday was food trail, pretty slack. Actually, like super slack and we got scolded, not our fault lorh.
But anyway, (okay I digressed and went to read Xiaxue; major funny!) I forgot.
Okay I remembered, I so darn wanna watch Alice in Wonderland zomg. Deborah ma'am said it was super good and the Red Queen, played by Helena Bonham Carter who also plays Bellatrix in Harry Potter, HA I'm an ardent fan of Harry Potter, IN YOUR FACE MAN!. But anyway, she said that the Red Queen is super super funny cos she keeps screaming screaming screaming.

Cruel Temptation is getting more and more boring, but I still like to watch LOL. But then Korean dramas are all such a drag. So I went to Google the synopsis. And it turns out Encai and Aili will become friends again. WTF?

Ah, forget it. I'm off to 'browse curtains'. (:
BYEE.

2010-02-27T22:36:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry. Je suis désolé.
Like really.

I know you deserve and want to know the full convo, my exact words, though you said that you had quite forgotten about it. But you do want to know, and I want you to know that I'm sorry, with all my heart, for what I'd said.

Okay, I may not recall the exact words, I'm not good at remembering. But It's somehow along the lines of:
Walao I hate her lah. She just told me she hated me, so I stuck my tongue out at her and came back in. I didn't like her like last last time, beginning of guides but then for the past few months, I'm like beginning to like her, but for the past few days she seems real displeased with me. I don't care if you tell her lah. Like seriously.<* walks in and said really hate you,(but didn't actually mean it, i think, like right now)[Replies: I hate you too.]>

And then frustrated for lack of someone to talk to, I ranted to Adrian too, but it's pretty much the same so I ain't repeating the process.

I admit I didn't like you at the start of Guides cos I felt you were really bossy but then that was cos I didn't really know you at first right? Then couple of months ago, I realised I kinda liked you cos I thought you were actually pretty cool, I even called you Mum, as a joke. Then the world went tumbling.

Can I call you 'Mum' again?

2010-02-22T21:01:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAMINN.

Being happy really really works, even if I'm just faking it. Even if I'm hiding behind that goofy grin. Seriously, being uptight all the time, trying to look impeccable, pretending not to care when I don't. Hmmm, I'm sick of that. BYE BYE, insecurity.

I'm still hiding something else.

Anyway, GAGA we, or at least I, still don't like you okay. Bleh. I lack pictures in my post, which is horrible.

Will you shut your effing piehole? I really don't like you. No, not GAGA.

Okay, I'm pretty much done breaking my resolve to be a happy person. And that has to start with not holding grudges. But I don't get how some people are so 2-faced and kaypoh. Sigh/.

Came home feeling sweaty and tired, but HAPPY THINKING DAY. I've got the B-P spirit yeah! We made friends with DHS guides on the train! They don't have beret cos their teacher didn't give 'em.

Ohemgee. I think old people are relatively cute okay. Actually they're really cute. No, I ain't being sarcastic. But they are seriously darn cool people. If I can communicate well with them I bet they can like advise me on a lot of stuff, cos they know a lot, and tell me lotsa stories. Methinks granny stories are mega interesting.

Hi we're extra-terrestrial, our names you shan't smear. Bleh.

Lol, what's with the random italicised lines, you say? Nah, they are just for fun.

ANW, I won FIVE FRIGGIN BUCKS IN BLACKJACK at Jeanne's house! So cool right? I've never really gambled so winning $5 is really really a big deal to me. But yes, I still don't like gambling because it's baad.

Blogging without pictures is SUCH A BORE. I forget what AMAZING story I wanted to type out. ):

Looking for:
Any kind soul/genius who can teach me math WHILE shopping. Anyone?

I desperately need a trip to Sephora. Serious. It sounds really bimbo-ish but that's cos you don't understand. HAH./

Bye, I'm off to search a good laugh and be a better person. (:

2010-02-13T23:55:00.002+08:00

Few more minutes to midnight. And./

Yesterday was epic failure, man.

I couldn't find the flats i wanted to wear and had to wear my sister's. Super pain.
Thanks to cutting my hair a few months ago, now whenever i wear my fav Esprit cap, I look sucky. But I still wore it anyway.
Daisy that Hillary gave me was half squashed.
No one to go back YPS with me. ):
Fee they all went back SHPS while I tried to call up some kind souls to catch a movie or something.
Last resort, I text Mr. Red. Almost-success man. Read on why it ain't.
Went to walk around in Diva, while waiting for Weijie and Adrian.
Then Adrian called, battery died.
Wanted to wait for him at Diva cos I know he heard me say.
But I gave up cos my feet were HURTING.
Halfway home, yes I still walked, the sole of the right shoe came off. So, I had to drag my feet all the way home.
My mum was home, lucky she bought extra chicken rice cos she had a feeling one of us would be home early.
Then, I wanted to download Tap Tap Revenge 2 cos Eliza said it was better. But need credit card and my mum siad it was meaningless to pay for something that was meaningless.
Thus, I tried to walk in Yuexin's footsteps. I went to blackra1n, totally failed trying to make it ra1n. ):
Tried again and again, but still can't. ):
Went out shopping with mum, for shoes for 1st day. Stupid enough to wear sneakers.
Fell in love with a pair, defect, refused to have it even though they gave us 20%. I mean, duh. Cheaper so what? The defect is darn obvio can? But lucky they could order new stocks and I could collect the next day, which is today. Unlike that time in Penang, I absolutely wanted those pair of sandals, but I also ABSOLUTELY wouldn't want the display set. ): Call me fussy, but it's pretty unhygienic too you know.

But ANYWAY. HAPPY CNY/LOVE DAY!

2010-02-06T23:39:00.002+08:00

Happy Debs, Amos's Birthday and the day Raffles set foot on Singapore!
Singh-kapok!

Anyway, thanks all for my birthday and sorry I had to cancel tmr. ): And yes, the CareBear won't be called Strawberry, nor Pink, cos that's the pig's name, but anyway, It shall be named AGNES. After Agnes Baden-Powell, since the Guides bought me it. (:

Puglee shall still be Puglee though. And I kinda like it that it's supposed to be smart.

Puglee is super smart. How can you tell? You know how they say if you get really good grades, you’ll have a better shot at getting a really great job? Well Puglee figured out that a great way to avoid getting a job was to get the worst possible grades ever! Only an F- would do. But here’s the problem... Puglee LOVES to read, write, and count. So she gets all A’s no matter how hard she tries! Puglee is also smart enough to know that life isn’t about getting a grade. It’s about the special bond she now has with you.

Oh yeah, speaking of Agnes Baden-Powell, can somebody tell me what's the correct pronunciation of 'Powell' please..
But ANYWAY. Thinking Day is coming YAYYYYYY!!!!!!! Haha, I just like wearing full guides uniform. I like it I like it I like it. But I will hafta go BEG Ally to braid my hair cos I'm like a total failure. Oi, don't judge me if you got maid okay. Yah lah Alyssa you prettier lah. Love your card. (:

Just watched FD3 on Channel 5. Somehow, I wasn't really scared, cos you can see every plot twist coming. And I quote from the movie, sorry if it's inaccurate or something. "they say that the real fear with these rides, is the feeling of having no control". Maybe you'd get that feeling when you first watch the movie. I think I've watched the beginning tons of times, but I was too freaked to watch the end.
Eh? No link..

Anyway, it's late, and I'm not gonna complete this post. Night all. (:

4 in the morning

2010-01-24T20:55:00.002+08:00

Fiona went shopping with her family today, and i realised i hadn't been able to shop with the new school year. Not that i'm really hardworking, mugging while everyone's watching tv. But, i'd say i'm just plain lazy.
Lazy to do homework, lazy even to get/make gifts for the new sec1s.
But since i've told Alyssa, i'll have to get to doing it right?

I decided to set up a blog for Raffles, for the History research, not done yet though. But i find it funny. I spent the whole of last night staring at html, which is utterly alienish to me. So there.

I think i have flu, it's that time of the year again. :( Cough syrup's totally horrible. Double :(.
-
oh God, what now?
Do i have to post a picture of my ass in the spa before you can shut up?
Julia said not to care. I agree. It's my holiday, my 'fun' and all. Why would i wanna fake a trip? And Esther's right. I don't even have photoshop.

2010-01-14T20:49:00.006+08:00

I'm online for a teensy while, just to upload this okie.

GOODNIGHT.

2009-12-27T20:16:00.002+08:00

You Scored as Mixed

You have Mixed eyes.When ppl look into your eyes they are confused.No one quite knows what your thinking.Alot of the time your thinking of more than one thing.You are difficult to read.Mysterious.

Reflecting

83%

Lost

83%

Mixed

83%

Angry

75%

Kind

67%

Fear

58%

Want

58%

Empty

50%

Open

50%

Tired

50%

I am SOOOO in lovee. Ah...
He is soo major cute, as in WILBUR PAN cute. I know I really really like him because I feel safe and warm in his strong arms. *swooooons*
He talks quite a lot, is very interesting in his conversations, funny and tells me that he loves me, like real frequently. I really like it when he holds my hand that way, and holds me in his arms that way, whispers funny stuffs that way, looks into my eyes that way.
His name is Hitaro and he exists only in Dreamland, where I rule.
In Friday night/Saturday morning's dream, AHS ain't AHS at all. Instead it's a NINJA SCHOOL, though it looks pretty much the same and you could fly simply by hanging on to an airborne Frisbee. (And my Dreamland BFF tried to steal dear Hitaro from me.)
Oh, and we call each other BABY, ain't that cute?

Go on, say it, I've got mad real interesting dreams, but I like it.

2009-12-24T16:57:00.002+08:00

Data transfer's giving me problems again so I can't post more piccies! Previous were uploaded Daphne-jie's lappie so... Ah, hell.

Had a really really good sleep last night, hmm eyes ain't that puffy? But that's just me deluding myself, again.!

Can't believe school's starting mega soon.

Esther's here again so bye for now!

YASSAS!

2009-12-18T13:47:00.002+08:00

2009-12-08T10:16:00.005+08:00

I'm BACK!

Greece was hmmm, FANTAWSTIC!!!!!! I still can speak Greek but I do know Yassas is HELLO! It was fabulous shopping in the little streets and hidden alleys i tell you! Bought a lotta vintage buttons which were like IRRESITABLE?! Post piccies another day maybe, LAZY!

Went shopping yesterday starting at 313@Somerset with Mummy, Sis, Leticia!, and her mom and sis! Leticia FOO WEI TING is a very very very very very veryyyyyyyyy SHY girl, so no pics ):
However, I did learn that pretty stuffs do not neccessarily hafta be expensive! Leticia like FarEastPlaza, so we parted ways with our moms and sisters and shopped there! OMGGGGGGGGG, I bought a little vintage bag which is omg cute! and only $20! Cheap doesn't neccessarily equate to LOUSY NO!

Bought lotsa lotsa dresses and a romper which is oh-so-cute! but oh-so-short ): F21 had nothing to offer though )):

Went to a Eu Yan Sang after shopping, you know i have blood clots in both my big toes? Omg. Medicine smells good, tastes HORRID. The lady said I shouldn't be dieting now, if I want to, maybe a few years later when I've completed puberty or something.

Okay, I'm off to trying to make my scanner work, FOR APRIL YOU!

[edit]

WISHLIST (since everyone has one.)
A good eyeliner.VAIN YES!
A ginarmous shop where I can shop the whole day for knitting supplies!
That pair of OOS braided sandalsImpossible, can't even find a decent pair in Athens ):
Slouch beret
Pretty earrings
Eat cookies
Novelty yarns
A sewing machine? (: (I think I can persuade my gran with this!)
Holga cam Pretty sure I'm getting it! (:
More more more vintage bags!

2009-11-24T17:57:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Debs :)

Rules of the game:
Once you are tagged, you MUST DO this quiz and tag 16 friends, including the person who tagged you.
Copy and paste everything, do it and repost the title with whatever rank you were given.
Ranks are given at the bottom of this note
If you have done something in this school which is indicated by the sentence, mark the [ ] on the left side of the thing you have done with a x.
Let the game begin.

Level 1:

[x]Sleep in class Well, can you blame me if Mr Ngan's probably the best drone in the world?
[x]Talked in class Well, good if you don't, you should get a medal! In the meantime, get a life!
[x]not seating at your own place in class Lol, I rmb taking advantage of absent teachers to swop seats!
[x]Scolded by a teacher DUH
[x]Litter the classroom Oops
[x]Did not do your homework at least 15 times Omg, I rmb my tie almost getting cut off!
[x]Submitted your homework late at least 10 times Yeah, but my tie was definitely confiscated before. Oops.
[ ]Came late for school at least 10 times
[x]brought/wore home clothes without school's permission
[x]brought/wore jewellery to school
[x]did not pay attention in class for at least 60% of the time
[x]cried out "sian" or "wa lao wei" to the teacher
[ ]]plucked a flower/ killed a plant in school
[x]copied other people's homework in desperation Sometimes, NOT in desperation (:
[x]played a trick on your classmates/teacher

Total so far: 13

Level 2:

[x]sent for detention class
[x]ate in class
[x]not wearing your school uniform (if you have) properly
[x]shouted at the top of your voice during lesson time
[x]scolding vulgarities in class Hey, I did pay up okay.
[x]spotted hairstyle deemed unacceptable by the school
[ ]used a school facility without school's permission
[ ]played soccer/basketball or any other sports in classroom
[ ]singing loudly during lesson
[ ]walking around the class aimlessly during lesson time
[ ]did not greet the teacher properly omg, I almost ALWAYS greet okay.
[x]went to the toilet during lesson time without permission definitely, and used to meet up with other netballers in P5!
[ ]played a trick on the teacher during april fools Omg, I'm BORING.
[x]used the teacher's table as a rubbish dump Don't everyone?
[x]made yourself a nuisance to the teacher

Total so far: 22

Level 3:

[x]was asked to stay back after school/ break time
[x]made a fool out of morning assembly
[x]wasted the school's toilet paper
[x]sabotaged someone
[x]irritated someone

This level is lameeeee.

Total so far: 27

Level 4:

[x]forged your parent's signature
[x]forged a classmate's signature
[ ]forged a teacher's signature
[ ]made rude remarks to the school cleaners in front of them NO EFFING WAY! I REALLY RESPECT THEM OKAY.
[x]flew a paper aeroplane down from the school from at least the fifth storey

Total so far: 30

Level 5:

[x]fiddling with your handphone during lesson time Once again, don't everybody?
[x]played with your PSP in school
[x]using school computer to play games without a teacher's permission (woots!)
[x]listened to an MP3 player in school
[ ]messed with the teacher's pigeon hole

Total so far: 34

Level 6:

[x]vandalising with school property (i doodled on my table, same debs!)
[ ]tried to defame your school in public
[ ]used the internet to scold teachers
[ ]fought with someone in school
[ ]shoplifted in school

Total so far: 35

Level 7:

[x]cheated in a class test
[ ]cheated in a school examination Helping someone else cheat doesn't count right?
[ ]cheated for your PSLE/ GCE 'O' or 'A' Level Examination No way.
[x]Lied to your teacher
[x]played truancy for hall assemblies/ specific lessons I really didn't wanna go HCL then.
Total so far: 38

Level 8:

[x]took drugs in school Overdose of Panadol and Mrs. Lim had to send for hot Milo.
[ ]smoked in school
[x]set fire to something in the school Yeah, the lantern at Mid-autumn
[ ]locked the teacher out of the classroom
[ ]played truancy just after coming to school just to take attendance

Total so far: 40

Level 9:

[ ]refused to pay school fees
[ ]cheated the school money
[ ]stole things which belonged to the school
[x]bullied someone in school Omg, I rmb. And it wasn't I who started man!
[x]pranked called your school Lol, YES I DID

Total so far: 42

Level 10:

[x]raised your voice/shouted against a student leader
[x]raised your voice/shouted against a teacher Yeah, Baiyu, Jamie, Alicia and I, we shouted at Mdm Gu in P5 on Teachers' Day!
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your discipline master/mistress
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your vice-principal
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your principal

Total so far: 44

Level 11:

[x]brought weapons to the school Like, a penknife?
[ ]brought real firearms to the school
[ ]brought a real bomb to the school
[ ]fired a real weapon in the school with the motive to frighten/kill
[ ]dressed up as a terrorist to school

Grand total: 45

Ranks:
If you are between 0-15 -------------{I am a good student}
If you are between 16-20------------{I am a good student but with occasional trouble}
If you are between 21-30------------{I am an average student} (YOYO! :D)
If you are between 31-40------------{I am a bad student}
If you are between 41-50------------{I am a very bad student}
If you are between 51-60------------{I should have been caned by the discipline master}
If you are between 61-65------------{I should have been expelled from school}
If you are between 66-75------------{I should have been sent to a reformatory centre}

OMGEEE

Ouch

2009-11-24T12:16:00.000+08:00

Okay, proper post. No pictures, data cable thingy problem ):

Day 1:
I absolutely loove flying okay. Arrived in Penang around noon and had lunch near the hotel at this restaurant called Obake-ya. Which is PRISON-THEMED. Which was pretty freaky. I'll try to post pictures. But, the way to the toilet was amazingly treacherous but fun! Each little booth in the restaurant, in which you dine in, is actually a jail cell. So, we are guilty of HUMAN TRAFFICKING.

Walked around the district after lunch. Peranakan house was only open after sunset ): so we just kept walking and passed by this English graveyard. Brrrrr.. Hailed taxi to Gurney plaza for SHOPPING!

But alas, RAWR! I HATE IT whenever I really like a pair of shoes, and it just slips from my hands! It's either the display pair, or no size! GRRRRR.

It's a pair of sandals from Elements, braided and all, a zip-up back. SOOOO PRETTAYE./

Omg, dèja vu again! Watching ANTM Cycle 13, yes I'm slow Yuexin.. (:

Bought Anna Sui pouch at Parkson to comfort my broken heart.

Dinner at this open air place was pretty okay, and char kuey teow's made with duck eggs! Omg.

Cabbed to Batu Feringgi night market after. Was pretty fun to walk around til when it started to rain mega heavily so we decided to go back.

Day 2:
I dreamt about going up penang hill and it was supposedly really hot up there. But it's the total opposite.

Breakfast at the hotel 'Kopitiam' was not that okay. The croissants were HORRID and the coffee was plain flat. ):

Disaster struck AFTER breakfast. Was babbling excitedly to Mummy then BAM! I fell off the kerb in front of the hotel. And guess what? It was my left ankle. :((
Imma still going annual hike on Wed (tmr) though.

Visited Kek Lor Si Temple, and bought this heart-shaped pendant with my surname on it, super prettyyyyy. (:

Famous Penang laksa for lund at the foot of the hill. Hmmm, it really ain't like what we eat in SG. It's sweet and minty and the noodles are fabulously chewy. (:

Took the train thing up the Penang hill. We waited like for more than an hour to get on and it was bloody cramped! Saw caucasian trio in the train, that I saw walking around the area just before. Talked a bit to the youngest guy, he's like, 14 i think? Gosh he looks super cute.

I enjoy being sans jacket in cold places, eg. Genting. So I went without one and the view at the peak is UH-MAY-ZINGGGG. Kept bugging that about whether Singapore was smaller than the area of our view, but he didn't know either.

Took bus 204 to Komtar to SHOP! The bus is ridiculously similar to ours in SG, sans comfy cushioned seats. Mum bought me a Vuitton wrislet from the Stephen Sprouse collection. Pink, of course. (:

Had Teochew chendol at Penang Road while walking back to hotel. REALLY REALLY GOOOOD.

Since it was still early, we went for a massage at the spa. OMG AWKWARD ALERT. Omg omg the masseuse (whatever the spelling), she's really strong btw, she saw me topless and all. But that's not the worse part, she massaged my BOOBS. OMG I was so embarrassed. But she probably saw many other tons of boobs BIGGER than mine. But still.

Dinner at Revolving Restaurant was fun! It doesn't really move but gives you full view of Penang that's all. Had prawn salad which was pretty darn gooooood.

Finished reading 'The Remarkable Life and Times of Eliza Rose' and went to bed.

Day 3:
Woke up pretty early and went strolling around the markets after breakfast. There was sooo much to see!! However, there are quite a number of beggars in Penang too, so I felt really really sad at the same time. ): I saw this man, rather dark and shrivelled, sleeping in front of a closed shop next to a dog in the same position. My heart really really went out to him and I felt troubled that I was wearing a jacket in the hot sun, and he was topless on the cold tiled floors. Life is ironic. Everytime I see people who are not as privileged as we are, I would feel really low for the whole day. It's like I can't do much to help them or something. ):

And then, HOME SWEET HOME.

2009-11-24T11:21:00.003+08:00

Trying to blog. But I'm too tired.. Actually I ain't. Pretty restles..

Oh shoot I just bit my cuticle and swallowed some nail varnish. PUI PUI PUI

2009-11-20T18:59:00.008+08:00

Remember those great times.

So, it was Champs' Day today. I decided to wake up along with Sis and leave the house with the rest of the family, which is like 7.10am?? So I'd only caked on a little makeup, okay, maybe not that little.. But, Champs' Day is IMPORTANT okay.

I braided my hair today, so there was a little hair sticking at the back of my head ): And being the wonderfully bubbly person that I am, I had to re-tie it quite a couple of times thoughout the whole event.

I was so early that Jingwen had to eat her breakfast while we walked to school. Sorry babe ): And, did I mention that I absolutely HATE the new security, hate it hate it hate it. We walk in happily and that bithcass of Uncle Security Guard said that ex-students were not allowed in. Fuck it upside down, man. So I huffed that we were ALL invited guests, but we still had to sign in! Bleh.

I finally ~~completed~~ accomplished something in knitting!!!!! I had actually started knitting this from last year, but I was just knitting aimlessly ~~to keep me from cutting myself~~, until i bought a knitting book a couple of days ago and finished it up into A BAG. (The strap is actually from my ketupat bag I bought for abit over 500NTD?!)

Haha, this is just plain random. I was attaching the strap to the finished bag last night and my sister just took to test the cam. So I goofed with my blankie (IT WAS FREEEEEZING last night, just like Camp Christine at dawn. Brrrr..).

We (Me, Jingwen, Yuru, Yani, Zach, Weijie, Dish) decided to catch a movie after the event and we walked there, with various attempts at trying to kick Weijie's butt, and convincing Zach to not walk so in front! Seriously, his actions, emo. His face, cheery as usual.

And some people (Yuru, Yani, Dish) decided to pangseh us to go to Yani's house to watch anime. Come on, if you didn't feel like it you shouldn't have agreed to come with us. ):

2012 was so freaky, zomg. I'm really kinda scared that the world will come to an end this way. *shudders* Weijie kept laughing at me while I cried ): But I cried so so much, especially during the parent-child parts..

"My night has become a sunny dawn because of you."-Ibn Abbad

remember me?

2009-11-19T10:27:00.004+08:00

Remember us.

Mr. CUTIE PIE SQUARE, why are you talking to yourself???

I am in love with PCK okay!!!! He's soooo funny! Can't stop laughing. LOL

When people think of toilets, they'll think of PCK.
Everytime they see a toilet bowl, they'll see PCK.
Everytime they flush, they'll hear PCK!
"How are you going to find Frankie?"
Easy, I follow Betsy. I find Betsy, I find Frankie. THEN, I can stop Frankie. Then he can't get crap. He can't get crap, I get crap. I want crap. I love crap. I AM CRAP!!!!!!
"You're full of crap."

Seeeeee, so funny!

CHAMPIONS' DAY TOMORROW!! Can't wait, seriously. Do you know how stupid I was? I thought we're all wearing our own clothes (I didn't read Jingwen's text properly..), so I went out to bebe and bought a new skirt!
Now, that skirt is going to rot in my closet, it ain't very "go-out-with-friends" material. :x
Seriously, SILK. Bleh.. ):

I think I'm very very very whiny.. Definition: HABITUALLY COMPLAINING.
And I thought some people were WHINY.
Hahah, so I'd've been complained against being habitually complaining against someone being complainy!

Aiyahh, Jamie's going to Taiwan tomorrow, so Champs' Day would be without her. So sad, right.

JAMIE YOU BRING ME SOMETHING BACK!

I miss you.

2009-11-11T22:12:00.003+08:00

I'm blogging this at a later time so that it'll be on top! It was so impromptu! BUT I LIKE IT.

She's the reason I'm in love. (:

Looks waaaaaay wrong.

CAMERA-SHY

Candid-ed!!

His shirt is not even HALF as yellow as his mind. Not even close.

2009-11-11T22:04:00.003+08:00

Just photos for today's post. I wanna maximise my sleep stime.

i lied (:

2009-11-05T21:24:00.003+08:00

Guides was super fun today. But not because I need not run around, I feel guilty when I see the rest of the company rushing from place to place and I only can manage to limp as fast as possible so that it doesn't amke me feel sooo BAD.
I'm starting to really really like my seniors. I like Charlene Ma'am!!! She's very cute and she held on to me (firmly) while I stumble down the stairs. So nice, right?
I'm slacking, waking up at 8/9am every morning is COOL yeah! But life is sooo boring without school. Besides, Dad switched from Norton to McAfee, so now I can't even watch Gossip Girl. Nor download LimeWire. Nor access 4Shared. RAWR.

You're still mad at me, aren't you? ):

2009-11-05T09:35:00.005+08:00

Daddy brought home 2 new phones yesterday.

and

I really really like the back of the pink W595, it has this swirly swirly design.. And you know I like swirly swirl stuff.
But Mummykins didn't like the W595, she thinks it's too, hmm, young? So, I might inherit the PINK W595 when I get a contract and Mummy would get thenew phone. (:

HOWEVERR, I really really like my N82 thankyouverymuch. We have gan qing okay.
Daddy's boycotting Nokia, you see, that's what's going on with the buying of Sony and Samsung phones. He has an Omnia, THAT I WANT. So, I'm assuming that it ain't 'compatible' with him, so he got the Aino.

The Aino has kinda a very big screen (what am I talking about???), so it's really tempting to just tap the screen, and with the fact that Dad's previous mobile's a touchscreen, yeahhh...

Bottom line: I love my N82, nothing will sway me from that. (:

It's just a lie, that I hope you'd finally see through.

2009-11-05T09:09:00.004+08:00

I hate it.
That whenever there's outdoor cooking or when we hafta pick twh, IT EFFING RAINS. It sucks shit because I wake up early in the morning, happily brushing my teeth thinking that I would be able to complete soon. Then, *pitter patter**sniff sniff*, that familiar smell of rain wafts into my nostrils. I turn around towards that tiny window in the toilet and froth drips all over my Pjs. I'd scream profanities and foam if I could.

It's 9.05am, currently.. And Weijie is IM-ing me:

W E I J I E I S D A N C I N G A N D M A Y N O T R E P L Y says:
*its currently nine...
CANDY ! pink out ! says:
*nah
*9.02
W E I J I E I S D A N C I N G A N D M A Y N O T R E P L Y says:
*i wanna bite kukubird

HOW RANDOM (not to mention SICK) is THAT????

And what I'm gonna type next is RANDOM too!'

I'm off to download Anthony Horowitz e-books into my phone.

2009-11-02T21:05:00.002+08:00

Do YOU know who this is????

And do you remember Mr Hoo talking about people filming at out ISH, like some time ago?
Guess what show???

YES, IT's THAT AUNTY LUCY MOVIE!!

LOOK!!

I like Aunty Lucy okay, she/he's like super super funny with the head swishing and the "SO-EMBARRASSING!!"

Okay, off to watch Fred Figglehorn(:

2009-10-29T21:50:00.003+08:00

Guides was totally tiring today.. I find that drills really drain me out and that my physical level is really really not as good as before.

OH-EM-GEE. Pre-camp's like next Monday, and I have not even started on my picking yet! Seriously, if they could be bought, even if really ex for a bag, I'M WILLING to shell out the bucks! It's really really tedious to bend down. Lol, Perlyn should know. The kindling near her house are wonderful to pick!

Sigh, just one more day left. Shall be printing out the farewell gifts later. Somehow, I don't want to be streamed, but we all know CHANGE IS GOOD. I need change. I hope that next year, would be a better year.

Bye bye, everything.

2009-10-26T18:15:00.004+08:00

I'm grounded.
I hate rocky roads.
And, Malaysia really damages your car. Period.

Had to wake up early in the morning on Sat so we could beat the jam. Got car-sick even before entering Malaysia because I was filling in the "White Card".. =.=
Oh, rocky roads.
I was really really sick and had the dry heaves. It was really really uncomfortable..): And because shortcuts mostly rocky, so we were like "Blah blah *BUMP* blah blah *rock* blah blah *head hits window*"

Saw this pair of heels that I really really really want, but then they don't have my size. Except for the display pair. ):

So we spent Sunday at the condo. And my phone dropped into the jacuzzi. I was soooo xin tong!! Then, I read on internet that you ain't supposed to put the battery back in after water gets into your phone, because it messes up the circuits. And I kept forcing the battery in, the flash kept going off! Feel like puking just thinking about the repeated flashes..

I'm hopin'
just to be
by your side.

2009-10-18T21:06:00.005+08:00

I learnt about repentance in Bible study today, and I feel repentant and regret for a lot of stuff.
But I also learnt that if someone doesn't accept your apology, get on with your life. What's done cannot be undone.

Okay, so I'm thinking of organising a CHARITY DRIVE but I need a lot of HELP. I've contacted Red Cross, Mercy Relief and World Vision but am still awaiting their reply.

PROJECT LIGHT 's aim is to help the disaster victims of Typhoon Ketsana in Philippines. We'll be collecting old clothes to make blankets for them. There will be CIP hours awarded, I think. [Will double-check with Miss Teo.]

Hmmm, currently I'm managing this whole thing alone, so is it counted as 'WE'? Imma approaching Miss Teo on Tuesday. Yes, I know that it is really ambitious but I really want to do this, and I really think I can. And I really need help for this, so anyone who knows my number, text me! I'm gonna try to convince JINGWEN tmr, but shhhh, don't tell her!

At the end of the day, the people whom really care are those who know you best. I love you TWO :D

2009-09-25T22:15:00.002+08:00

(blogging on my phone in the bathroom, so it'll be short with no piccies!)
Mid-autumn Festival Celebrations were awesome(or-some?)! So much fun with the guides. Scalded myself quite a bit.. No, not a bit. A LOT. I was grabbing thie egg, dumping it down, and then jumping around. And practically repeating the whole process again and again and again.

i swear, this is all a masquerade. I can't wait for this year to end, and i know you feel the same way too.
And, you particularly, i can't wait to be out of your sight. I tried to salvage our friendship, but now you have used me as your little stepping stone, and have attained more popularity than me by being emo and all, you can't wait for me to be gone, can't you?
You all paid attention to me while i was all sick and interesting. Now i'm a normal kid, you treat me like some standby friend you can do without. Yes, i attract attention, but who would notice me, or even try to talk if they didn't know i was there?
I'm like the most pathetic person in the world yeah? You ignore me, bring me down, tease me, laugh at me. I'm already breaking inside.
I'm not pretty enough, nor smart enough, nor fast enough, nor graceful enough. Instead of helping me with self-confidence, you stomp on my ego.
Well, this time there's no pulling me back.
This time, there's no way for backing of track.

2009-09-24T21:13:00.005+08:00

HAPPY CHARIS-DAY EVERYONE!!!

CHARIS, you're 13 already! WELCOME INTO OUR WORLD OF TEENS! (: From this day onwards, you have to wisen up and become mature yeah. Hmm, actually I do think you are mature inside really, and sometimes you ought to let oldie Charis out. From this day onwards, you shall be true to yourself and to God. Be cool, be HIP, say NO to piracy!
LOVEEEEYOU!

2009-09-21T16:03:00.005+08:00

HELLO I'm back to bloggggggggg!!!

Sigh, I hardly did any studying nor homework these few days. Rawr, thou shalt not go shopping until exams are over!

Okay, so I told April I was bingeing on cupcakes and cookies because they were too sweet and no one else wanted to eat them. And that has also cured me of my amenorrhea.

And.. the Holy Art of Randomnes...

Peixuan's in love!!! With this.

They're really really tasty and good brain food. I looooooove the Australian roasted ones. Because, *clears throat* "Macadamias are native to Australia, which means the growing condittions are more suitable than other countries. The soil, the climate, the seasonal variation, and rainfall are all factors to which the trees are genetically accustomed so we get a higher quality kernal, better flvour and more consistent ingredient preparation characteristics." Haha, that's what it says on the package.

Sigh, I forgot what else I wanted to blog about..

Oh yeah, MY FAGGING ANNOYING UNCLE. He actually told my mum abt my boyfriends and all while I was out at tuition yesterday. DAMN DAMN IMMATURE!!

GAH, oh yeah. Imma going to bathe. And do homework.

2009-09-19T19:00:00.001+08:00

i baked today. TOO SWEET

2009-09-09T10:35:00.000+08:00

Today is a BRAND NEW DAY!

I think my little toe is BROKEN.
I keep stumping it on the corner of the wall!! Which is so very frustrating, because while I wince in pain, occasionally hopping around, I would knock my head onto something..
GRR!

2009-09-08T20:18:00.000+08:00

I wanna be normal, happy, pretty, cute, smart.
I want to be normal.
Normal.

But everytime I use that excuse to eat some chocolate or something, I feel sick.
I feel delusive.
I'm dead.

I'm sick and tired of me.

BYEBYE.

2009-09-08T19:39:00.002+08:00

ohmyGOD, i just watched the video of Mr. Xu that Szewai told me to.
IT's FRIGGIN' HILARIOUS!!!

SORRAYE, MR.XU
THIS IS WHAT YOU GET FOR HAVING US AS YOUR STUDENTS. (:

2009-09-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

I got my hair cut! SHORT.

2009-09-03T17:54:00.004+08:00

THIS IS FUNNY!!

AND THIS IS WAY CUTEEEE!

2009-09-03T17:33:00.003+08:00

LOOK AT THIS

NOTE THE RED ONE!! I LOVE HER/HIM!!!

2009-09-01T18:09:00.004+08:00

Anyway...

Tribute to Mrs. Diana Lim!

Sorry, unglam... xD

How about this...

Yeah well, thank you Mrs Lim, both for my academics and my emotional health.
I'm sorraye for last year, we all know it wasn't pleasant, but it certainly did help me grow. (:
I treasure life, I treasure you, and I treasure love and God.

HAPPY TEACHER's DAY.

2009-09-01T17:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!

I updated the class blog, and pictures are on facebook!

OhmyGOD, what is wrong with me..
I wanted to blog and I typed in Google. I wanted to Google something and I typed in HOTMAIL. NO LINK!!

Sigh..

The orange hairband Yani gave me that I wore yesterday to school.. It died.. It's scheduled to be cremated today. I shall tell you the horibble and gross last moments of it's life...

As I sat there on the steps in front of YPS's concourse, talking and laughing along with everyone. Just then, a huge shadow loomed over me and my hairband was snatched away from my head. I looked up, and saw TAN DISHENG wearing it. I said,"Damn you lah, eh, go show Yani!!" Well, he was too embarassed to, so he didn't. I thought, never mind, at the most I'll send it for cleaning and never wear it again. But who knew, ANG WEIJIE took it from Dish and stuffed it under his crotch! HIS reproductive area, for God's sake.. I screamed, and he threw it on the drain thingy. I never saw it. Ever. Again.

Btw, the colour of the text above, is supposedly the colour of shit.

Bye bye hairband, I'll miss you..

And this is Disheng.

And with Jason bullying some junior behind...

2009-08-30T11:46:00.004+08:00

TUESDAY

CHINESE FLUTE CLASS!!

THE ZL CONTEST!!
CONTESTANT #1

[Note what Vanessa's doing in the following pictures...
]

She's cute, she's funnaye... SHE'S CHAN YUEXIN!!!
"我是从疯人院跑出来的。哈哈哈。我是来之圣公会中学的一仁爱班。我最喜欢得颜色是橙色。空闲的时候，我最喜欢做功课了（开玩笑啦！），　我喜欢用电脑上网啦！我最讨厌做功课了！老师，请饶了我吧！我很喜欢涂鸦，讲话和大喊大叫！逛街是十分有趣的！我喜欢听英文歌,不大喜欢听华文歌！我就像芒果一样，芒果只是有时候才会是甜的，我也一样，当你惹我的时候，我会对你很可恶，如果你对我好，我同样也会对你好。最后，我喜怒无常"
Miss Yuexin, born April 21st 1996, studies The Art of Contradiction at Anglican High School. Currently in the process of being pressured into watching BOF and reading Harry Potter. SHE'S SINGLEEEEE!!

CONTESTANT #2

Little Miss Hyper... CHARIS CHIA ZHEN!!
"你好我是谢真。我很开心。你可以visit我的blog- http://gabedemwell.blogspot.com红色也是我的最爱。改次再见！ xx"
Miss Charis, born September 24 1996, comes from the same school as Miss Yuexin, and studies The Art of Poking. She likes green tea, gummy bears, Barack Obama, and GOD. Incur her fury and you shall be poked, til you die being poked...

On second thoughts, maybe you shouldn't anger Vanessa either..

WEDNESDAY

STUDYING AT RACHEL's..

This is Rachel, too:

Her mom made this jelly jelly thing that was really really wobbly. SO, I would scoop a piece of jelly and shake it so that Rachel would scream,"Peixuan, GROSS LAH!!"

JELLY:

I thought this looked like a heart shape, but Rachel does not think so. Judge for yourself!

THURSDAY

FEEBLE ATTEMPTS TO MAKE THEM LOOK UNGLAM..

[Note what Mr. Yeow is doing too!]

Charis stealing chicken from Pebble..

And happily munching on it, not feeling guilty at all.

But she does feel embarrassed..

Perlyn very kindly took our books down...

And down. Omg, Perlyn you are damn tall. You are so tall I feel inferior walking next ot you.. Look how much she has to bend... Nevermind, I shall catch up! Just you wait, Perlyn!!

MAKING OF COOKIES!!
I was supposed to make conversation hearts, but Perlyn ended up coming to my house and we made this heart-shaped "rock cakes" for Teacher's Day!!
"反正不是我们吃的!!!"

BEFORE:

AFTER:

FRIDAY

I'm done packaging!!

SATURDAY

Oral was okay, I just babbled on and on and on...

Rachel took us to this playground down the hill!!

This looks emo, but it ain't!!

Leona, Pebble, Charis and Rachel were like,"GOO-WHEE, GOO-WHEE!!"

Did I mention that Pebble became an SC?

THAT'S MY FLUTE!!

Charis didn't like my phone's camera..

My face didn't turn out right. We were supposed to look afraid because the previous picture we took, Leona looked darn scared of me..

Imma ending here, HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY in advance!!!

2009-08-22T21:34:00.002+08:00

I am in love with my big NSL t-shirt.

I remember that Mr Yeo used to take us out to Toa Payoh to watch games. We would only be interested in going to McDonald's after the game, and never really paid attention. I do remember that one time when he was very ticked off and we ended up going right back to school after securing pictures with the players. I was kinda sad when my sister told me that he transferred... He called me sassy lotsa times and that I was Miss Sunshine. Thankyou Mr Yeo, even though when I wasn't part of the team, you still treated me like when I was still in. ((:

Oh yeah, HEALTH CHECK.

That's Charis, if you can see. The nurse called her a tiny tot. I think Charis should be the one that April superglues frozen fat on...

Whilst waiting for my turn, i took a picture. (: There's Yuanqin & Pebble.

MAKING OF THE PIE!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, PEBBLE!! TWO WEEKS IN ADVANCE.
And, I'm sorry the pie tasted so gross. Thanks for trying to eat as much as you could. I appreciate that A LOT. I promise your pie next year shall be better than this year's. Now now, don't run away...

My sister made udon for dinner.

2009-08-21T22:49:00.002+08:00

Guides was really really tiring today, but at least it was games right? Seriously, running around, PT, jumping jacks, practically any strenuous physical activity, even foot drills, tire me out so much these days.. I could barely keep my eyes open during debrief..

But, we're'going to do a badge!! Yay!! Minli ma'am said that this was a very easy badge to achieve. Yeah, five books to read..

Thinking about it makes me want to sleep..

It's pretty late now too, perhaps I'll continue tomorrow.

I just ate Haägen-Dazs Rum Raisin.

2009-08-21T22:46:00.004+08:00

Hey friend, I can be difficult but i feel you changing a lot too. Maybe it's because of me? But 2 months ago, that's the real ****** I thought I knew.
Goodnight, sleep tight.

2009-08-19T21:34:00.001+08:00

Yoga was major boring, relaxing yes, but very sleep-inducing...
Lucky it was only a trial class, I'm going for Pilates instead. It's cooler, hmmm, HOTTER.

AND SO I GOT MOLESTED BY SZEWAI LAST WEEK.

WE WENT TO HAVE LUNCH AT OCE AFTER SCHOOL. AND CHARIS ZILIAN WITH MY PHONE!!!

BILLY SWUNG SO HIGH UP IN THE AIR I WAS SO SCARED HE'D FALL OUT AND LEONA AND I'D'VE TO GO TO POLICE STATION OR SOMETHING.

EVER-SO-ACTION BILLY CLIMBED THE ELEPHANT WHEN I TOLD HIM I DID WHEN I WAS A KID...

TO SHOW BILLY WE'RE JUST AS GOOD, LEONA AND I CLIMBED THE KANGAROO!!

DID I MENTION THAT WE WERE ALMOST EATEN BY THE CROCODILE?
'

BILLY JOINED US IN CAMWHORING!!

OUTER SPACEEEEEE!!

ON SATURDAY IT WAS EAST DIVISION DAY AT DUNMAN HIGH!! I WAS SOOOO LOOKING FORWARD TO FINALLY SEEING JAMIE. OKAY, SHE SAW ME FIRST BUT I DIDN'T. SO DURING OUR FREE & EASY TIME, WE ADMIRED THE DUNMAN BOARDING HOUSE AND GONE CRAZY AT THE SIGHT OF THE VENDING MACHINE.

AND SO WE WALKED AROUND, EATING OUR ROLLS. AND I SAW A BASKETBALL. AND PEOPLE IN DHS P.E. DING DING!! PEIXUAN MADE THE CONNECTION AND ALMOST SCREAMED, BUT JAMIE SHUSHED HER AND BROKE PEIXUAN'S LITTLE HEART...

BUT HAVE NO FEAR! THE ART OF STALKING IS HERE! SO I SNOOKED OVER AND SNAPPED A PICTURE WHEN JAMIE WAS PICKING A STRAY BALL. OH, AND I DID SCREAM THAT I LOVED HER! YOU HEAR, JAMIE?

OH OH, AND THIS IS THE MAGNET YUEXIN AND CLARA MADE!!

TODAY, PERLYN AND I INTERVIEWED MDM ZEE. I LOVE HER, MAN! SHE'S LIKE SUPER SUPER CUTE!!

ALRIGHT, I SHALL GO SLEEP NOW, I'M GOING TO PUKE...

But you know you love me...
Yes, I'm hooked on GG. :D

2009-08-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK!!!
LIKE MY NEW LAYOUT?
UPDATING SOON. VERY VERY SOON.
JUST YOU WAIT.

:D

2009-08-16T14:25:00.001+08:00

love

2009-08-08T21:50:00.004+08:00

This post shall be all about the earthly things that I can love..

(NOT IN ORDER)

1. HAVING LUNCH AT IKEA

The salmon salad is absolutely fabulous!! I can eat it everyday. And have I ever mentioned that salmon is my favourite fish? Ah well, I eat just about any fish. Good brain food, and doesn't stink like red meat do. *cheers for FISH*

2. DANCING IN THE RAIN

If you have not tried it before, you have not lived your life right. Yuru and I used to love the rain, everytime after school when we see an overcast sky, we would scream for joy. I was so mad I once untied my hair in front of some guy's mom! *ohmygawd*

3. GLORIOUS SUNNY DAYS

Yes April, I absolutely love the fabulous sun. Even if it makes you hot and sticky and smelly, the sun actually makes me happy. Windy, going-to-rain days just get you all emotional and silent. 9am's sun's the BEST. It's so warm and sunshiney and HAPPY.

4. EATING LOADS AND LOADS OF SEAWEED ON PERLYN'S SOFA WHILE WATCHING BOF

What can I say, that day was what started me on turning on the TV every Saturday to Channel U. Why not watch the DVD you say? I forgot to bring it home when Perlyn brought it to school for me last time, and I'm way too polite to ask her to bring again.

5. MACAROONS, LOADS AND LOADS OF MACAROONS

Gah, Belgium ones are the best. And mind you, they are pronounced like macaron, NOT macaroooon! *don't you roll your eyes at your computer, people from IMH might start looking for you to join them...*

6. RASPBERRY BLENDED CREAM AT STARBUCKS WITH A LOT OF CINAMMON

Ah, I simply loooove cinammon, I think I shall name my future dog CINAMMON.

7. PISSING THE HELL OUT OF APRIL

I mean it. No, seriously, I do. Nah, I was kidding. But it's true. No, it ain't. OKAY IT AIN'T. I'm just gonna fill up this space.

8. STUMBLING UPON PRETTY PRETTY PLACES THAT MAKES ME WISH I HAD A DSLR BECAUSE MY HANDPHONE CAMERA DOESN'T EXACTLY LOOK VERY PROFESSIONAL

Yes Perlyn, I'm not kidding you. Let's go take lessons!

9. EATING MY SALAD

I take a very strong stand against critisism against salads. It does so much, but ask for so little...

10. DAYDREAMING

I still do dream about glam-bam jobs when I grow up, thank you very much.

WTH, I'm supposed to copy my Chi notes right now..

2009-07-25T17:39:00.000+08:00

And yes, I need a new blogskin, i'll try to do it asap. But the codes I was working on are stuck in my old computer! WAAAH!!

And btw, yes, I lost the Speech thing. Sorry.

2009-07-25T16:41:00.000+08:00

I felt really really strongly about this when I was showering just now and I just had to blog about it.
Nopes, it ain't about how frustrating this blogger thing ain't fixed yet but anyway.

I am selfish. We all are.

I feel that Madonna is a great lady. She's a megastar and she chose to share her fortune with those poor orphans in Malawi. She built an orphanage, she adopted kids. She used her stardom to spread the message about those poor kids.

My heart always goes out to those who bask in the streets. I want to help them in some way, but why did I not? Yes, I was selfish. I thought someone else would while I rush off to someplace or another. I feel helpless when I don't. I try to when I can. I've always said I would go do some volunteer work at some elderly's or orphnage. But I didn't. I was too selfish to share my time with them.

I worry about how I look, glam or not. I worry about how people look at me, bitch or not. I worry about me, me, me. If I could use that time and effort to help others, wouldn't my life be better? I'll feel good about myself, and that will make me look good. At the same time, I was not being a bitch by helping others out.

Our world is a mess. Global warming, riots, bad economy.. If we each took a little time everyday, go out of our way: help an old lady cross the road, pick up a stray litter on the floor.. The world would be a much better place.

I'm not saying that I do all this, but from this day I will.

When I was in Primary 5, there was this one time before when I took the lift down and saw a young prefect from Tampines North Primary. I was kinda, amused, if you could put it that way, when I saw her tie, and I smiled at her. I don't know if she'd made the connection, but she did smile back at me. Somehow, that smile made my day, I was smiling all through school and after. This shows that, somewhere, deep down in our heart that endears us to everyone.

My dad is selfless at times. When he ain't bothered and irritated by us, that is. Today, he was selfless when he sat on the window of my mum's bedroom and painted the roof thing. He risked his life to make our house prettier. That's kinda selfless, though it doesn't affect the world, it shows his love for us.

Go on, live love laugh.
Guides Thinking Day message "Together we can change the world." Well, together we WILL.

This may not that long post you meant to read. It ain't the long post I meant to write either. But either way, things, they will change. (:

2009-07-22T20:08:00.001+08:00

I've not blogged in such a long time, Blogger's giving me problems and I can't find that button to click to upload pictures!
Gah, good post coming up after i fix this thing. PROMISE!

2009-07-03T11:03:00.004+08:00

Ah, damn it.
This is a very reluctant post, HAHA, because whenever I have a sudden urge to blog again, I see that I currently owned 123 posts, and thought,"Hmm, 123 sounds very cute, I shall not make it 124!"

Very well, the real reason is that I'm LAZY.
And right now, I'm asking Perlyn to tell me to update, so I'll have another excuse to blog!
Will she say the magic words..?
...
PERLYN is HAPPY! says:

blog?
HAHAHAHA
PEI XUAN! BLOG!

Okay, thank you Perlyn, let's give her a standing ovation!

Perlyn is a 13-year old girl, studying at Anglican High School. Currently she stands at 1.70cm, which she thinks is too tall for her. P.S. she hit her head on the top of a bus on Wednesday. Please help her by building buses with higher ceilings, call 1900-112-TALL

Ah, DAMN BLOODY IT. I'm way pissed at something right now, or rather someone, but I'm not gonna gag about it now because I promised Yuexin to be nice, and to FLOAT.

GAH, E-learning is stupid, I wanna go back to school! I wanna eat apples for recess everyday! I even wanna wake up at 6am everyday! I wanna see MR NGAN!

Hmm, is Mr Ngan gonna teach us next semester, or rather this semester? Frankly speaking, I'd rather he than Mrs Lim teach. She freaks me out.. Fine, not while teaching. But there was this time she was in our class, I was looking everywhere for her, in case she decides to drop by my desk, which she did, because she was standing right next to me and looking down at my worksheet. Boy, was I surprised!

*DRIP DRIP DRIP* There goes the end of Magnolia Hi-Fat, Low-Cal Milk. Oops, it's Hi-Cal, Low-Fat! AND I have nothing to go along with my cereal. Guess what, i'm having cereal for lunch!

Ah, lame lame lame, speaking of lame, ELEANOR YOUR BOYFRIEND IS LAME!! And btw, I'm not forgiving you for leaving me alone with him to laugh at his super lame jokes. And he talks to me as if he's also 13, like,'BTW', 'Watcha doing?', the latter was koped from PHINEAS & FERB! Eleanor, if you dare marry him, I'm not speaking to you ever again!

Btw, Eleanor is my cousin. I was supposed to meet up with her for lunch on Wednesday after wtching AYG. But I ate (with) Perlyn and decided to meet her for coffee instead. Btw, Yuexin, Starbucks don't have Dark Cherry! Anw, Eleanor brought her DARK boyfriend along, and I felt like the third wheel! No fair, Eleanor! It's supposed to be "cuzzie time", like you said!

Rawr, Fiba 33 was boring at first, but I like the Iran vs. Philipines game. I like number 12! But frankly speaking, though I don't know much about basketball, much less street basketball, it sure doesn't look very competitive, I'd rather watch school games instead.

Well, gtg now, Imma meeting Perlyn later for pasting of paper and pictures! Sounds fun?

2009-06-18T11:10:00.002+08:00

I am hot. Literally.
Okay, I was hot. But then I couldn't post this when I was sick. 39.6 degrees is no joke okay?
And I'm whining now, because I couldn't go to my own class reunion that I myself had planned. Gordon had to take 6A champs to Escape instead.
Thanks Gordy, and sorry guys.

3 things I have learnt from my trip to M'sia:

Genting Arcade has very unattractive prizes. (Or perhaps my sister and I are very lousy players.)
I really like to eat starfruit, and pineapple.
Malaysia is too big. That's why most malls we visit are so ulu, and the clothes are super last season.

I'm losing interest in blogging. It's meaningless, putting your life out for the whole world to judge. I've this "friend" who just "thought" about our conversation on her blog. Which I thought was really inappropriate. If I trusted her enough to talk to her, wouldn't she keep our little conversation private and confidential?

Ooh, serious much.

GG- Gossip Girl.

GG- GIRL GUIDES.

Oh yay, Perlyn & April's coming later. look, life out for the whole world to see again. We are the sick triplets. Okay, not April, but she's also hurting. (:

Ooh, sadist much.

Most people are dreading AHS, but I'd rather take it as it comes. YPS holds too much unpleasant stuff for me.

Oh well, one baby step at a time towards the future.

2009-05-31T14:39:00.002+08:00

HELLO! Anyone knows what is 'PLAY SHIRT'? Because I don't. According to Billy's junior it goes like this, (edited a bit):

STAGE 1 - Lift the end of your shirt by a teensy weensy bit. Like you very shy to strip like that. Lift til about, say, 0.5 cm, then pull it down bashfully.
STAGE 2 - This time, you are equipped with a little more guts. Lift your shirt 2cm, then pull it down again.
STAGE 3 - AHA, now you feel like showing some flabby tummy. Lift it up at least 5cm or til you can see your belly button.
STAGE 4 - VA VA VOOM! Pull your shirt ALL THE WAY UP, then DOWN, then UP, then DOWN! Do this in 2 seconds, or face their wrath. Repeat til breathless, or when people throw up all over your body.
STAGE 5 - WHOOPEES! Now for the last stage, take your shirt off and swing it around your head, like a lasso.

You've come to the end of 'PLAY SHIRT'. For the expansion packs like: 'PLAY PANTS', 'PLAY HAIR', etc, PLEASE CONTACT AHLIAN ACADEMY. Do note that AA is NOT LIABLE for any chikopeis staring, people puking, paedophiles molesting, etc. Terms and Conditions apply.

So yeah, Escape was really fun, Szewai kept saying I look as if I was going to strip. Aiyo. I didn't sign up for the 'PLAY' package la. I can't afford the hefty price la. Ah lians need money to buy their cigarettes.

WET and WILD was totally fun, Leona and I were like singing the school song (major off-keying by me) and all that. When we went up the noisy thingy, we were like gonna die and saying our last words like,"ILOVEYOU!" and "YOU ARE A VERY GOOD FRIEND!". And on the big slide, Leona said something I totally couldn't hear because of the noisy tracks. But I found out later that it was,"Another thing ah lians know how to say is 'fuck off'."

Yeah, speaking of Ah Lians. We met FOUR. We were sitting on the place they were after the line moved, then suddenly Ah Lian A said 'Excuse me'. (WOW, they are really polite!) I thought they were going out of the queue and wanted us to move forward, but then she was like,"你可以走开吗？我要跟这个小妹妹讲话。" And then, "Oi, 你做么一直diao我们，我们有得罪你是不是，我们欠你钱啊？" Then she went back to her Ah Lian friends. Oh for God's sake, look at yourself in the mirror and say "Mirror mirror on the wall, who is the ugliest of us all?" AHA, actually you don't need that mirror. I can tell you that your face is so ugly, even the world's despo-est tiko wouldn't wanna 'diao' you. So don't go and take Charis's picture and complain to your brother de brother de brother de sister de laogong de cousin de cupcake de laoda to, what, bash her up or something. Because for Heaven's sake, have the guts to do it yourself. Not that I want them to beat you up, Charis.

I googled 'Play Shirt'. And expectedly, nothing reasonable came up. There's only like DJ AT PLAY: SHIRT, Let's PLAY event shirt, et cetera.

Haunted House II was not fun. Even though I was freaked and a party pooper and didn't go in the second time and dragged Leona and Charis with me. But then we played the carnival game thing and this lucky guy won with Charis and Leona like closely behind. HA, I was way back, LAST, most probably.

Viking was cool, though I chickened and went to the 2nd from middle row. Then Szewai came in front and Yuexin went back. All the while Sze wai and I were staring at the ground. Then in the middle of the ride, the lady right behind us SHOUTED 'stop stop' and I was reminded of my sister and started laughing, a bit.

AH, bumper boats was really really fun. Except for this stupid boy who thought he ought to play longer since he started late/thought he could flirt with the person in charge there. Then we were all pissed off and he said he couldn't control the boat. What kissass reason is that? Kids younger than him could do it. It ain't that difficult.

Apart from that, it was really really really FUN!

Camwhored a bit in the toilet after they changed. Yea, we have the wet and sexy look!!

Oh and we went on the choo choo train too!!

So Leona, there goes my update. (:

Gosh, 6A gathering! I'm so sorry I haven't finalised the exact date yet. SMS me your free days alright?

2009-05-28T17:45:00.002+08:00

April said about not to be self-conscious.
To be goofy.
To know when you made a mistake, you can just laugh it off.
To be yourself.
To not be so hard on yourself.

But you don't know.

2009-05-28T17:03:00.002+08:00

People say stupid, hurtful things (yes, even you!). Accidents happen. Things don't always go your way. It's all right to feel upset at the situation, but holding on to the pain, the annoyance, or the grudge for a long time only hurts you. It's time to move forward! Find the inner strength to accept what happened, grant forgiveness if necessary, and let it go. You'll be amazed at how much better you feel!

I forgot where this came from, but it made me feel a bit better. Talking to Charis helped too. But, although we got close to the subject, we never really broached it. Oh well. Perhaps I should stop slamming myself. But I, just.. Urgh.

With every round, a wave of emotion rushes, a fresh surge of tears flows. You just don't know what I'm going through right now.

Perhaps I'll just wait for her to get online before I ask. I know I shouldn't be typing it here before talking to her first. But somehow, I want her to read this.

I want you to know the pain I'm feeling, the hurt that sears through me everytime you turn your back toward me. I want you to know that YOU CAN'T JUST DO THIS TO ME AND GET AWAY WITH IT.

The last part was exaggerated. Oh right, there is something wrong with me. Perhaps I should just go back to Meredith every week. But even with her, I still can't talk what's really bothering me. She'll assess everything I say and report to my parents.

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS HAPPY WHEN I'M NOT?

2009-05-25T19:50:00.000+08:00

AHHH, this is good!!

2009-05-20T20:30:00.003+08:00

So.. Perlyn told me to update.

Hmm, okay I forgot what I wanted to blog about. But anyways, I got made LEAD DANCER! I'm so HAPPY! And so, Peixuan sabo-ed April to lead with her because we had an odd number of dancers at the side.

Oh fine, I'm competitive, but that;s Peixuan for you. So sorry if you don't like it.

So ya, Imma liking guides more and more, getting used to it. So yeah, I really wanna love this CCA.

I'm learning how to play Crazier on my guitar. Or have I already told you that?
But anyways, it's a really nice song. Whoopees for Taylor Swift. Hmm, if you flipped through my archives, you'd find a post saying how much I liked her voice. HAHA, I remembered that post!

Speaking of archives, I cleared up a lot of posts. Those redundant, space-wasting, emo ones. It was damn a lot, man. With that I hit about more than 300 posts, without, 100++.

Oh whoopee whoopee YEAH! I'm going out with Perlyn on Saturday, we go pak-tor!!

Okay, Imma going to print the chords for The Climb also. Fine, I not a big fan of Miley Cyrus [she's a fan of me, shhh :D], but my key is close to hers. And a bit with Taylor Swift's too. If you haven't noticed, I have quite a low voice.

And for the record, Weijie is SICK.

2009-05-20T20:23:00.002+08:00

He is Jesus, God in flesh.

I have this weekly newsletter called God's Daily Promises, and it's really nice how they share Bible teachings online. This week's promise is: God is our security. And I'm gonna share it with you.

God will catch you.

There is no one like the God of Israel. He rides across the heavens to help you, across the skies in majestic splendor. The eternal God is your refuge, and his everlasting arms are under you.
-Deuteronomy 33:26-27

God's everlasting arms

In today's passage Moses praises the Lord and assures the Israelites that God will be with them no matter what adversity or trial they encounter—that he is their refuge and underneath them are his everlasting arms. Do you need to feel God's everlasting arms carrying you today because your strength is exhausted? Do you know someone who is in desperate straits and needs God's help? Pray these verses for yourself or for someone else, and proclaim God's faithfulness.

LORD, there is no one like you! You ride across the heavens in majestic splendor to help us when we cry out to you. May we experience you today as our refuge and sense your everlasting arms of protection and love holding us. I praise you for your faithfulness and unparalleled power!

2009-05-16T15:09:00.002+08:00

Stare at the 4 dots in the middle of the something-like-heart-shapes for 30 seconds. Try not to blink. Then, look at a white wall, you'll be surprised at what you see!

Optical illusions are so damn cool! Especially this, I'm not telling you what it is if you think you're wasting 30 seconds staring at that. It's waaay cool, and by far my favourite!

JieNing is a major LOSER. I don't like her, April knows who I'm talking about. This git just called me up again today to ask me to her elder sister's school event. As if I'd go. As if we were THAT close?

Fine, that's Hiltonish eh, Weijie?

Whoopies, Charis and I went shopping. And to OrganiCafExperience for lunch. The waffles are good, right? Ohwell, you have to pamper yourself sometimes. My com still can't read my memory card, it does fine with other Micro SDs, just not the one in my phone, sad..

Charis bought something from Uni Qlo. Me? Well, after accompanying her to the train station, I couldn't stand it and walked back to Cache Cache and bought that shirt. Imma wearing it to Escape, whoops!

2009-05-10T17:02:00.001+08:00

and for the record, I'm sick of not being able to upload new pictures!
ROAR!

2009-05-10T15:53:00.003+08:00

My mum loves my flowers!!
The flowers that I got up at 7-plus today and wrapped up nicely in a bouquet. Well, not exactly nicely, but talk about the eleventh hour. Well, that's Peixuan for you. (:

I'm touched. Kinda.
And stupid darryl sms-ed me last night telling me to eat. More. Knowing me, I probably won't right?

Wabbit, you're soo random, and I love your new blogskin, even though it's a tad too emo, and emo wabbit makes me sad. Liven it up, alrights? And I'm typing here, hoping you'll see cos i couldn't find a tagboard anywhere in g-o-o-d-b-y-e..

There's one major problem with my computer, it can't sense my memory card anymore, so Perlyn, I'll show you the pic on Mon. ((:
And I'll make my butt so bony, when you and April smack it you'll hurt. Muahahaha.

I like Virtual Villagers on my phone, the villagers in the mobile version are like majorly cute! All short and fat, like Powerpuff Girls. :D

I'm short, and fat.
Okay, I'll stop this crap before some cute girl in my class called Charis slaps me real hard on the face.
But then , I grew 0.5cm, and got heavier by a bloody 0.2kg!!

I'm getting appetite suppressants from US, whoo!!

edited:
I won't close it, but I just find it meaningless blogging already. This is just another way of communication with your friends right? Well, with MSN, sms and all that, communication is like, quite dead already, blogging will just add to it, right? So, never mind, I keep it here for the sake of sake.
And Leona, HAHA!! I already fell asleep during remedial last week! He's like,"So, you take this variable, yada yada yada.."

2009-05-07T16:49:00.002+08:00

aiyo Charis, my mum could have sent you to tm and saved you the time taking the mrt..
MUM's DAY is Sunday! And Perlyn and I are folding 99 paper roses each for our mums. whoo!

AHS is one sad place, the only really true fried I've found is in Perlyn. So oh-yay.
And I'm depressed, because this gets more and more complicated, and I'm depressed, because I find that I'm not the truest person alive either. So yeah, you are staring at one selfish bitch here.

Imma closing down this blog, it ain't serving any stupid purpose anyway.
Not that you'd care.

fly fly fly.

2009-05-03T17:57:00.002+08:00

ohmy天credits to miss yuexin(:
Yuexin is cute
I have fat legs, and I'm addicted to apricot cookies.
This cannot do. No.
I'm really going on a major diet, so right now, all my after-school schedules are waaay full till I'm, hmmm, 20kg? (:
In other words, I'm not free till the day I get warded for anorexia. Then, you all can visit me in the hospital and we'll go shopping in the gift shop. Good idea? ((:

2009-04-30T20:23:00.002+08:00

Perlyn want me to update so here I go!!

Seriously, she's like one of the very very few people I really can and like to talk to. No offense.
But in secondary school, it's like so political.
Only Perlyn can understand this, most prob.
I love you, babe!

Hmmm, maybe you've noticed, I've one more word in my vocab! That's due to Alyssa, always "Hi, babe" liddat. I love you too, Alyssa. (:

Was a reserve for the NSW thing. Then I thought I would replace Judy so I went. But then Mrs. Yip told me and this guy from 1B to "Scissors, paper, stone", then he won. So I could go home!!

I wanted to look for Perlyn to go shopping with her, I thought she would be at D & T workshop, but then she went with April and Charis already, and my battery was dead, so I couldn't call her.

And I saw Jamie today, so happy. ((:
and Ann also, and she said that Annabella ma'am was from Yumin Netball, and I was like,"REALLY?"
wow, I'm more connected than I think I am..

I'm sooo gonna watch what I eat and all that now, no matter what you say, April.

Oh whoo~ I've finished preparing my Science ppt. Meimei said that it's super wordy but heck with it already, imma leaving it like it is. (:

For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.
~Matthew 6:21

quiz from yuru's blog!

2009-04-20T16:55:00.002+08:00

was spamming her tagboard too!!
and i saw this quiz and thought it fun so here i go!!

Below 40= Not girly
Above 40= Girly
Above 55= Paris Hilton

[] My fingernails are almost/always painted. Aiyo, HeSheng catch ar..
[X] During summer pretty much the only shoes i'll wear are flip flops. Er.. DUH?
[X] My favorite toy as a child were barbies I WAS A KID
[X] My favorite color is pink or purple Obviously..
[X] I took dance. Yeah, and i love it.
[X] I love skirts I'm a girl!
[X] Shops at the mall If not leh?
[ ] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear
[X]I love chocolate Like YURU said, WHICH HUMAN DOESN'T?
TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[ ] I've straighten(ed) my hair.
[X] I have at least 8 facebook pictures. duh
[X] I usually go shopping once a week. yupps?
[X] I love to hang out with friends i love them alrights
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon.
[X] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim.
[X] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes. hellos, shopaholic here?
[X]I've watch(ed) either The OC, Laguna Beach OR Desperate Housewives.
[ ] I change my profile weekly.
[X] I have worn a shower cap. when i return home late from a party/wedding and had no time to wash my hair. oi i'll wash in the morn okay.
TOTAL SO FAR: 13

[X] I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic. duh, hot topic is disgusting.
[X] My cell phone might as well become a part of me. oh yay yay, tell me when you can do that.
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[X] I've been or am on a diet.
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable.
[ ] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat. i'm neither paris hilton nor london tipton. so you are RONG! with a capital 'R'!
[X] Tattoos are Gross. don't know people do it for what la..
[X] I have gotten my nails done.
[ ] I own over 10 purses.
[ ] Much Music is my one of my favorite channels nah, i prefer MTV..
TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[X] I like to talk about boys. ooh that guy is effin HOT!!!
[X] I love to have other people do my hair. very 舒服 ma
[X] I like to give and receive hugs from all my friends. i know you don't like cos you got no one to hug you right?
[X] I hate bugs pfft, i loooooove bugs man!!! they're sooo whoppin icky and disgusting!!
[ ] Carnivals are so fun!
[X] Summer is THE best season. i'm totally a sun-worshipper, but not the Sg one tho.. OI, in Sg we also have seasons okay, but only 3. hot, hotter and HOTTEST
[X] My swimsuit has 2 pieces.
[X] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor
[ ] Musicians are hot
[ ] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours romantic? yeah. but i'm not an easy girl alrights.
TOTAL SO FAR: 25

[X] I'm self-conscious. yeah, don't start on that shit about lovin yourself..
[ ] I cry often.
[X] My room smells like vanilla hmm, sometimes ba, mostly mum puts lavender at night.
[ ] My dishes get washed more then once a week.
[ ] I don't do sports. excuse moi?!!
[ ] I HATE to run. running-is-my-passion, geddit?
[X] I squeal when I am surprised
[X] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[X] Has seen and read Twilight series
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute. more of pretty ba..
TOTAL SO FAR: 30

[ ] I dance a lot. not a lot. just something to burn my calories with. not exactly passionate 'bout it but it's cool. (:
[X] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house. it's hard to decide outfits!
[X] I love to get dressed up!
[X] Every part of my outfit needs to match. puh-lease, not gonna leave the house a disaster
[X] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends.
[ ] I'd love to have a photo shoot of myself.
[X] The price on clothes hardly matters
[ ] I apply lipgloss 50 times a day.
[X] I wish I were a model. maybe, sounds super duper cool lo.
TOTAL SO FAR: 36

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton nah, i don't think she understands "hi" 这个字。
[ ] I wanted or have been something that was slutty on Halloween.
[ ] R&B is the best music. fine ba, leona lewis is quite okay
[ ] I pop my collar eww, that's stupid.
[X] Guys with Mohawks are GROSS! DUH!! oh i remember this gatsby ad that says "if you're happy and you know it you clap your HAIR. clap clap."
[X] Horses are beautiful hell, yeah.
[ ] I never pay attention in school. my cousin says i'm an AHS nerd, so there you go.
[X] Puppies are adorable. oh much more cuter than you la.
TOTAL SO FAR: 39

[X] I speak IM. err, you don't?
[X] I would love to visit Hawaii have i told you i that i loved the sun? along with the sea, sand and everything. (:
[X] Valentine's day is so cute! i don't think you'd be able to enjoy it cos you're so darn lonely. aww, nevermind, i'll remember to send you a rose thorn next Valentine's, alright? :D
[ ] White is better than black. neutral ba.
[X] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black. i'm not attending a funeral! even if black goes with almost everything, all black is waaaay too much
[X] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes. current closet is small to prevent over-buying. but well, hell with that man. old clothes go to charity. new cupboard coming on wed!!
[X] I hate the grunge look of a beard
[X] I love flowers. i bet you've never received one before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 45

[X] I love to doodle.
[ ] I love Celine Dion.
[X] My baths are 2 hours long ranging from 1hr-2hr i think.. i sms in the bath what..
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned this is funnaye!!
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other. i'm not possesive, and neither are my friends alright.
[ ] I like kids.
[X] Diet drinks are the best.
[X] I have been a vegetarian veges are GOOD okay.
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonald's.
TOTAL SO FAR: 49

[ ] I check my facebook everyday.
[ ] I have a lot of jewellery.
[ ] Only has gold jewelry.
[X] My screen name(s) has x's in them. it's my name!!
[X] One of my msn names had <3/♥'s>
[X] I would never want to be the opposite sex.
[ ] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed
Grand Total: 52

omg heng man, still in girly range, i'll never wanna be Paris Hilton. She's dumb! D-U-M-B! DUMB!!

don't sue me okay, miss i'm-a-hotel-heiress-bimbo-slut-and-i-love-it.

2009-04-15T20:19:00.003+08:00

We were ranting about ah-lians after school..
And it was absolutely HILARIOUS (is this word appropriate?) to hear about those wannabes!!!
and, April told us about this friggin' funny blog which hates the ah-lians. it's like so effin hilarious and sarcastic that we were almost gigglin.
oh fine, i shalt not be so obsessed with pink and not write 'larhhs' and 'horhhs' anymore.
:D

Melanie's super duper cute!!! And she totally didn't kill me today. :D
And April I totally like your Op skirt, it's soo cute

hmm, if i were to twit about her skirt, it'd look like this, perhaps?

"aand Apriiilxx, iie totallyzz lurbbxx eurzz Op skirtxx!!! iit iishh shoooo kawaii!!!"

Charis and I were discussing about how they should offer this as a third lang. And then we can all learn about this wonderful and beautiful language.

Eek, the International Frienship Day assignment is due, like, tomorrow? Hmm, better start working on the write-up now.

Gotta revise Chinese too.

late post

2009-04-12T09:37:00.003+08:00

hahs, how 'bout a round of applause???

sheesh i AM going broke. maybe i won't buy those aero stuff.. impulse buys, yea

shhh, cannot say 'impulse buys' in front of yuexin anymore, else she's gonna rant and rant about her regretful/impulsive/collecting-dust stuffs..

sighs, people emo-ing and i don't know how to react
in fact, this mask of mine only can smile.
ha, mask
stupid stupid mask.
i hafta put it on every single day
tell every single person in my life that i'm absolutely perfectly fine
i'm not.

i mean, who doesn't like a happy friend?
would you rather a problematic/emo/self-piteous friend to hang around with?
every single school year, at this point of time, there'd be friendship probs
i don't wanna rake up the past, since it's all fine now

i seriously don't like not getting noticed.
it's like, urgh.
oh, but those primary school days ain't a king-size bed of roses either
perhaps it is, with thorns

sec sch ain't like super fun either
all those biased people..
ignorant friends..
sometimes perlyn's the only person i can talk to.

neverminds, i shall keep my probs to myself and not infect others
else, tomorrow i'll go to every single person i see and say,"I'm saaad.."

Tampines 1 ain't very nice to shop in lehx.
Mummaye took me there today before tee ordering and we spent less than 50 bucks
LESS THAN 50 FRIGGIN' DOLLARS sia
and mummy+me=2 people
normally we'll hit at least 100+++ each
so this emphasizes yuexin's theory that people only visit that place cos of the novelty.

class tee!!!
ORDERED.
finally. now stop bugging me

taggie replies

2009-04-08T21:23:00.002+08:00

[!]LEONA
yay i 骂得好!! i love you laopo!!

mingyee
hahs, she deserved it anw. (:

szewai
lols, tyty

J.WEN
ya lorhhs. big FAT coward. deserves a nice slap. ((:

adrian
oi she being reasonable lorhhs

Charis
duh. pathetic biatch

JAMIE
you go, girlfriend!! :D

Billy
aiyo shutup and get a life, man

adrian (again)
ohyeahhs!!

Charis
yeah she sure darn should, man!!
and becky loves winnie the pooh
oops
big big mistake
but Pooh super cute lorhhs, unlike her

rachel
hihi rachel!!!!!

yani
heyys ((:

debbie
hyper's goooood!!

ty to adrian, leona and jingwen for scolding that bastard! ((:

2009-04-08T20:39:00.004+08:00

i got enrolled, whoo!!!
alyssa's beret flew off omg
but enrollment was so darn cool!!!

my honour means that i can be trusted to be truthful and honest

i promise to do my best
to do my duty to God
to serve my country
and help other people
and to keep the Guide law

yea yea yea!!!
imma liking ahsgg!!

people you rock my socks!!

____________________________________________

pissed pissed pissed (so ironic)

you effing wannabe
stop it please
you think you very shuai issit?
i tell you arhhs
you, ***** **, are effin ugly
U-G-L-Y
you think girls very despo for you meh?
please larhhs, i think you and ****** *** can build a house and live together lorhhs
oops, sorry, Charis says it'll be an insult to her
people, like, accidentally brush against you, then you very annoyed? or excited?
eww, please please please look at yourself in the mirror larhhs
if i ever come into contact with any part of you, i swear i'll puke.

FCK FCK F*CK (oops can't help it.)

2009-04-05T15:32:00.002+08:00

fine larhhs, you directly did this to me
and i'm throwing it right back at ya

at least you're right on one thing, alicia is a friggin nice person
but please, miss winnie, don't contradict yourself.
go back to one of of your posts and you clearly stated that adrian likes an "idiotic girl in chung cheng high main".
i suppose "that girl" refers to alicia eh?
and may i ask what adjective did you use in that sentence to describe alicia?
yea, IDIOTIC
in all my 5 years of knowing alicia, she has never been an "idiotic girl" as you claimed, fyi
oh, and now you wanna deny insulting her eh?

and because of the nature of this post, imma picking out every single word in your post to return your insult.

3rd line of your post, "yi yan huan yan, yi ya huan ya"
oops your chinese doesn't seem up to standard to me, my dear
if i'm not wrong, which i'm very positive that i ain't, the correct structure should be,“以牙还牙，以眼还眼。”
better brush up on your chinese before you think of using it for further insults

oh and regarding the forth line, hmm
if i might be so bold, i would definitely say that you like me
everyone does.
but in your case perhaps, not much.
and where have i stated or implied anything that might suggest to you that i think you like me?
um, no
definitely no sign of that.

and fifth line, nopes you didn't insult me.
i just took the liberty to stand up for my friends

and the slapping part..
honey, i do dare to slap you.
but i'm just afriad of dirtying my hands, dear.
i'm scared that fats will ooze out of your pores and cling to my hand
no amount of dettol can wash that off, my dear.
so perhaps, yeah, I DON'T DARE TO SLAP YOU

and you're going up to heaven while i'm condemned to hell eh?
do you know what hell is?
hell's eternal seperation from Father our God
i don't think, in any way, that i'm seperated from Him

i don't call myself A CANDY
Candy was my childhood name and i'm using it back now
don't insult my name because my parents were the ones who gave it to me
winnie's kinda cute, in my opinion
and it really suits you
your size reminds me about that big orange bear
don't you think so?

and we come to these two words
"fucking bitch"
i suppose you are clever enough to know the meaning of "fuck", don't you, my dear?
i can well and truly assure you that i'm purely virgin.
both physically and psychologically.

oh so now you're saying that you weren't the one who said that you liked adrian chong?
in most of your earlier posts that i bothered to read, every single word implied the fact of your "love" for him
we put words in your mouth eh?
or namely, i, the idiot, put words in your mouth?
since when did you become me?
eww, i never, for one day, would wanna be you, or vice versa

yeah i like girls and boys, so what?
did you take that literally? how silly of you!
and even if that was the case, as charis said, two sexes are better than one
100 percent girl eh, you?
perhaps one day you would like to speak to me to know how it REALLY feels to be 100 percent girl
because i don't think you are
girls don't really accept their fat selves, they'll try to do something about it
perhaps you'd like me to share some tips with you?

no i don't think i'll go before you
since your, ahem, size is so, ahem, big, your chances of getting coronary diseases are higher than mine.
so yeah, i'm very much healthier than you are

Charis ain't in the least way pathetic. so, honey, she can't possibly be more pathetic than you are.
i don't even think anyone can go lower than you.

so there, good day, Winnie

2009-03-30T19:05:00.003+08:00

JAMIE DEAR, CAN YOU SEE OUR SHIRTS????

okies. finally got around to do this quiz. tagged by JAMIE darling

01. Besides your lips, where's your fav. spot to get kissed?
ermm, forehead.

02. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
very very very HOT.. was sweating and it wasn't due to a nightmare.
but i dreamt that i bought this pair of utterly horrid shoes that you'll see at cheapo shops. prob is, i bought it (in the dream) at ROYAL SPORTING HOUSE. and i desperately wanted to return it. because it looked UGLY. UGLY CHEAP.

03. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
LEONA wifey!!! we took a picture of ourselves using charis's phone and set it as her screensaver during geog free period. NC KOH didn't come today!! :D

04. Would you consider yourslef spoiled?
HAHA. yes, and proud of it (:

05. Will you donate blood?
YEAH, man. but blood is scary.. i feel woozy...

06. Do you want someone dead?
God, NO!!! no a million times, more than that..

07. What does your last text message say?
err why would you care?

08. What are you thinking about right now?
about edward cullen and his golden eyes. hahs not really.
about how to fill my now empty bookshelf
and shopping. haven't gotten round to buying my pencil case and wallet yet.. will do so when i get yuexin and april's present. i'm soo fabulously excited for april's present. cos i'm happaye with my idea, she says it's creeping her out.. =.=

09. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
i cried through the whole of typing that line. shut the hell up .

10. What was the time you went to bed last night?
hmm, approximately 10-plus ba. when 舞林大道 went about halfway ba.

11. Where did you buy that T-shirt that you're wearing right now?
ohh, PRIMARY 5 camp. it's a HUGE shirt

12. Is there somebody on your mind right now?
yeahhs, want me to name them?

13. Who was the last person who texted you?
lazy to check larhhs

TEN PEOPLE ON YOUR MIND RIGHT NOW::
1. JAMIE
2. CHARIS
3.PERLYN
4. YUEXIN
5. WEIJIE
6. LEONA
7. APRIL
8. JINGWEN
9. BILLY
10. ADRIAN

14. Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
CHARIS
hmm, namely hating me and ASSAULTING me

15. Is number 3 a male or a female?
PERLYN
hmm, that's a diffcult question.
physically she looks like a female but, shhh, she's also APRIL's husband

16. If 1 and 7 got together, would it be a good thing?
JAMIE and APRIL
woah, my bffs ..
probably not a good thing, considering the fact that april would get her head knocked off by a basketball first..

17. What is number 1 studying about?
JAMIE
hmm, the art of ogling at a basketball?

18. When was the last time you chatted with them?
errm, like jamie said,"generalisation"

19. Is number 4 single?
YUEXIN
ahh, to quote vanessa, i would say,"this is for me to know and you to find out"
though what i meant would be,"this is for her to know and us to find out" :D

20. Say something about number 2.
CHARIS
ermm, very very lovable
very very violent
very very dramatic, eh i mean that in a good way okay

21. What do you think about number 3 and 6 together?
PERLYN and LEONA
no way, they would be comitting incest

22. Describe number 9.
BILLY
aiyo, this guy arhhs. difficult
he loves food larhhs, especially taiwanese food. =.=

23. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fight?
LEONA and APRIL
try pull them apart without risking my life.

24. Do you like number 8?
JINGWEN
man, i LOVE her

okies, done.

replies

2009-03-28T21:33:00.002+08:00

JAMIE i love ya too!!!!
YINGNA hihi!!!
APRIL i love april huilie i'anson-holton (and this line is black too sia)
YANI okies okies. yay!!! SLAPPING FRENZY!!!!
BILLY i love kor too!!!
ALICIA ROCKER I ALSO LOVE YOU!!!
HUIYIN i miss you too!!!

the truth about forever and f*** you winnie wee

2009-03-27T16:05:00.006+08:00

thankyou perlyn for the sms
charis for the hug, and the floor to emo on
billy for the sms also

emo?
yes
hyper?
not now

he ain't a jerk
that's why it hurts
a lot

i can't love someone who doesn't even loves herself, he said

makes sense, what jamie says
but nobody said forever

that's why i like the truth about forever
it was the title that caught me first
and then the plucking of daisy petals

there're a lot of nice quotes in the book, which are nice to blog with

sighs, what's gone is gones, isn't it?

founder's day today, walkathon was okayys
thanks alyssa for simply being there, you brighten up my life
thanks april and yuexin for concern..

i saw jamie's post for class gathering
sad that i missed
yuru!! smile with your teeth my dear
i think you'll look happier like that

and i just hopped to alish's blogg
and i'm soo gonna smack some bitch's ass larhhs
insult my rocker somemore you die
you are chao ugly and you know it
i read all your tags and i wanna puke

perhaps this is because i'm standing up for my friends
but either way, you suck
i so fucking wanna slap you, ass
adrian does not like you
at all
can you hear me?
winnie wee?
can you hear me?!
winnie wee from 1 loyalty
yes i'm gonna put your beautiful name big big on my blog
why?
'cause you suck
hah
you don't like some girl and wanna slap her
but don't dare
bitch, oops, you can't really qualify as one either
why?
'cause you don't dare slap someone you hate and stand up for yourself because you're afraid of being slapped

oh and about your ballet
shut up about hating to dance on tiptoe
you can't, so admit it
i'm not a ballet dancer but my friend is pretty passionate about it
so don't insult this beautiful dnace with your fat frame
so what if your mum can afford to send you for ballet?
so what, loser?
i think you should cut down on dancing, eating
and increase your time for running, and puking
hah, ouking would be relatively easy for you
why?
'cause there's such thing called a mirror in the toilet
and when you see yourself in it, voila, puke

and oh, you're always dying to see my dearest ADRIAN弟
die la
heck care
hell will be welcoming you with open arms

and you love him to the ~~extend~~ extent that you'll die for him?
aww, so touching, excuse me while i barf
..
there, done
may i express my feelings about how effingly disgusting that is?
this paragraph will exist to educate you
hey sucker, it's
only
a
crush
and do you understand how sad your parents and family and friends will be when they hear of your demise?
oh oops, i forgot that they'll be elated to see you go
especially ADRIAN, and my rocker that you've tortured.

and i'll interrupt this large large length of rants to love charis, yuexin and billy
i'm so super touched. (:

and i'll continue
no i don't wanna continue lerhhs
they made my day (:

2009-03-20T12:49:00.002+08:00

i don't care
i love starbucks
cos the name very cute
:)

class outing was real fun!!
billy couldn't do the fire proper so he had to ask this auntie next to our pit to help us
and april i love your OP shirt
then shaotian was like fanning the ashes everywhere

and i fell down!!
there's this thing april calls the satellite
then i didn't gauge where i was and i jumped
yes, i jumped, from a moving thing
and landed next to shaotian with my legs plastered in sand
and my left knee bled, it sooo darn hurt ):
i just splashed a bit of water over it while they went and get the bbq stuff
then i went and help

they took effing long to start the fire
hahs, but i can't complain, i can't do it either (:

yesterday guides was totally horrid,
but bathing parade was waaay fun
april you missed out a lot on that
i was so grateful to be able to bathe after i remove my top
cos i was waaaay grimy canns

now i'm hurting left right center
going doctor to get mc later
guides who went today jiayou!!

2009-03-20T12:09:00.002+08:00

yy forwarded this to me and i thought it was just sooo sweet!!

Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much....
Girl: Talk to her!
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me.
Girl: Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
Girl: Then tell her..
Boy: She won't like me...
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell.
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say?
Girl: Tell her how much you like her!
Boy: I tell her that daily..
Girl: What do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll NEVER like me!
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh some boy.
Boy: Oh.... She won't like me either.
Girl: She does.
Boy: How do you know..?
Girl: Because, who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You.
Girl: You're wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did!

2009-03-14T14:22:00.010+08:00

i miss jamie and 6A'08
that was random
but considering the fact that i can't go to the gathering because of guides, it makes sense to pop out such a statement right now..

i really do have an attitude problem, even she thinks so. mostly i think i love the attention i get from whining.
it's stupid and juvenile, i know
but that's what you have to do when you refuse to take your mask down
i can't show how i really really feel when people get pissed with me and ignore me, so i whine and try to get their attention again..

sad, i know
but there's nothing i can do about it
considering all my bffs will potentially ditch me cos of my prob

no they won't...

they're my friends..
i miss being able to say whatever i like
in kindergarten

i'm so so sorry

okayys mood swing!!
to happy mode

PICTURES!!
posts been looking kinda plain

MONDAY; LEONA's house!!

camwhorers. DARRYL says lesbians

LEONA and her cube, realised it's been a long time since i touched a cube.. i miss mine so much.

LEONA's super cute plush dog whic SHAOTIAN says looks like hush puppies

CHARIS doing my pic (:

LEONA playin her MOM's psp.. SHAOTIAN watching on, 'longingly'
she's playing that dance game which i've seen JAMIE play before

TUESDAY; i skipped guides cause my knee hurt so much

BILLY's unhappy we INCLUDED him in the picture

PERLYN's face got 'cut', BILLY's face covered by SZEWAI, LEONA suprised and still eating.

i was like sitting at the 'head of the table' and it reminded me of that detergent commercial a few years back when this scientist says,"大家吃" and everyone dirties their lab coats. it so made me wanna laugh!!

while walking PERLYN to the bus stop, she saw this two lovebirds (no pun intended) 'making out'. but this ain't a good pic cos it's only of their BUTTS

WEDNESDAY; geog project at my house

the two of them working hard on the project while i binge on chocs

camwhorin while APRIL's workin hard on the project

that is hilarious canns?

THURSDAY; after sports showcase, which was boring

we took mrt with SZE EN before going TM to get VANESSA's present

after that i was trying to find a blindfold for Fri guides activity

so PERLYN left first.
but i couldn't find one, and proceeded to bury my head inside the Twilight that PERLYN lent me

yes yes, i'm starting and trying to read it cos so many of my bffs love it like siao.

okay back to story, PERLYN was waiting for her condo's shuttle bus to take her back home, and due to the fact that i was deep in the story where Bella moves to Forks to live with her dad, i didn't see her. but she saw me!!!

FRIDAY; in the toilet

VANESSA. CAUGHT IN THE ACT

i was tiptoeing!!!

_____________________________________________

i find that i like writing people's names in CAPS nowadays, don't ask me why

campfire later, not looking forward to it

2009-03-12T21:17:00.002+08:00

i feel depressed

and sleepy..
i can finally put up pictures at the rightbar
thanks to CHARIS
i know, i suaku, thought don't need photobucket one..

PERLYN likes e.l.f. too!! woots
it's great makeup at a super affordable price!!
but guess what happened when we went to LEONA's on Monday?

yes, you guessed right
my bronzer's 'shattered'
i couldn't of a more dramatic word

and i still tried to use it, and guess the second thing that happened?
SHAOTIAN was going into the room where LEONA's piano is
and my blusher brush, with BRONZER on it, swiped over his cheek
he was super freaked out and i was laughing madly
okays, 50% was on purpose and 50% was really unexpected

and the third thing [i know i keep going on and on, just bear with it for a little while, this is the last lerhhs]
about half of the bronzer 'spilled' onto CHARIS's skirt
i felt so guilty
because before we reached LEONA's house, it was raining and i was playing in puddles and her skirt got real wet, she was so pissed at me..
luckily it could be washed off..

oh and i pangsehed PERLYN that day
i'm soo sorry, my lover..

and APRIL kept scolding me..

tuesday calligraphy rocked, man!!
i got at least a B!!! yay!!

i'm gonna doze off anytime already but before i leave

happy birthday, CHARMAINE
many many happy returns

and..

happy birthday, VANESSA
i love it when you're hyper and let's make GEOG a better class to be in

okayys, nights

2009-03-08T19:05:00.000+08:00

omg, everyone's horny
I'm not horny, yet
Ahahas...

Someone help me put up picture on my rightbar
Whenever i try to do it, it just comes out as an ugly red cross...

2009-03-02T20:12:00.004+08:00

i'm seriously effingly PISSED
PISSED in CAPS
and in BOLD

you know who you are okayys
my meimei never offend you
don't you dare tarnish her reputation on the net okayys
she doesn't even knows YURU-LAOPO's blogg
you don't sabo my meimei okayys
yuru won't believe anyways
no one thinks my cute and innocent sis is that mean
mean like you
no balls
and don't you think no one would know
the internet might be a harmful tool
but it's useful too
i've tracked your IP and i know who you are
but because i believe you need a life so i'm giving you the chance to have one
i'm not gonna broadcast your name here
but you know who you are
search your soul
God did not make you to become such a person

...

i updated my right bar
people go read :)

i can't go 6A'08 gathering
guides...

and can't meetup with jingwen on wed!!
ohmygawd
i realised how much i miss primary school
such a carefree life

went Fish & Co. for lunch with April, Billy and Chan Yue Xin
note that i arranged them in exact consecutive alphabetical order
hahs

heard on the news about the NTU professor getting stabbed in the back (no pun intended) by his Indonesian-Chinese student
then the latter jumped off a building
so scary...

oh and before i go drink the lemonade my dear sister made for me,
Billy cheer upps!!!

2009-02-27T20:51:00.002+08:00

i'm emo

combi excursion was fun, in a way
i'm still alive!!

dove and tiger got 2nd
woots
prize?
some cheap Fox's sweets

eugenia didn't come today
sze en was copying notes for her like hell
eugenia, you owe her worx

speaking of sze en,
we going shopping for rings on monday!!
yay!!

and shopping for my present with jingwen on wednesday!
imy jingwen!!

i'm a little pissed
scratch that
i'm real pissed
supposed someone doesn't speak to you
and you're supposed to be real close
how would you feel?
i feel cold
i need a friend

and a therapist..

2009-02-27T20:36:00.002+08:00

oh Lord...

no one ever takes notice of me
no one
why am i always overshadowed by my bffs
i hate it canns?

stuff i do, people just don't care
groupworks, arrh, the worst
good: people get credit
bad: i get the blame

and i was made in Your image, according to april
but i hate everything about me, no offence
lucky You made people who invented cosmetic surgery
thank You for that

i hate it
Lord
can You hear me?
are You even there?

why do i feel so alone and cold even when i'm surrounded with friends
oh.. they don't understand
or rather, i don't let them understand, perhaps?
i'm always letting them see the better side of me
hiding under that mask
what's the point, You ask
i don't know, Lord
i have no idea

but Lord, i'm starting to eat and trying not to puke, is that a good thing?
Lord, help me, i can't walk out of the darkness and see Your light, or feel Your warmth

2009-02-22T14:40:00.003+08:00

anybody wanna go marina square with me??
i need roxy!!
my pink pencil case is falling apart and that's cause i'm using a cheapo one
but myuk no pink pencil case and i loooove PINK
april says roxy has and i wanna spree so much now
charis, go with me, pleeeaase...

gotta need money
DADDY!

mummy bought an LV bag
it's looks soo nice on her
and april, it IS cheap lorhhs
just a few freaking thousands
*don't roll your eyes at me, you*

just got hooked on japanese nama chocolates
they are sooo nice
not too overwhelming and simply melts in your mouth!!
so much better than those cheap cadbury ones i used to love
i was stupid canns?

read yuru's blog
her friend's a guide too!
and to her friend if she doesn't know
the lowering of the world flag is called breaking colours.

thinking day rally was boring.
but the world flag raising was cool
the flag was totally huge
the colour party people looked sooo cool

charis, i've gotten my new specs!!
they're RED!!!
red looks good on my face, mummy says
gives me more colour
cause i look sunken and yellow

excuse me while i go barf

2009-02-21T20:32:00.003+08:00

i had this real weird dream last night
but it was real sweet too
so sweet i didn't wanna wake up

must everything happen only in dreams?
i keep chasing them but they just run further away from me
...

bye bye darling, have fun in australia!!!
buy me stuff!!!
i love you!!

2009-02-20T21:53:00.001+08:00

and april huilie finally re-did her blogg
give her 3 sweeya claps!!!

2009-02-20T21:06:00.003+08:00

i'm whopping happy today
blah dee blah dee blah...

so we didn't stand for a very long time today
seniors say we very lucky
no guides activity today
yay.. so tired...
so dove-chid went to seoul garden for lunch and it was totally fabulous!!
i ate a lot kays??

and ally ate like at least 3 eggs??
we were like, wow
but it was real fun
i was so full and bursting
but still i said to yuexin,"let's make fried rice"
and she was like,"that's a great idea"
and it was super duper cool canns?
cher lin senior helped us to 炒 the 饭
it was fabulous i tell you
and after that we went to this open plaza place

then after that we went to the open plaza
jiawen and selina were spinning so fast it was so scary!
and i finally know how 海南鸡饭 is played lerhhs!!
played murderer
super fun lorhhs

and ally was like playing with the door
and she got auper pissed when the door's gonna close
and someone goes thru it, making it open again
lols..

and i finally saw jamie
eating our ahs famous chicken rice!!
i left your present with yani horhhs
claim it from her
IMYSM!!!!

and i walked into edc today with yuexin after open plaza
i know what you mean, man, APRIL!!

2009-02-15T12:17:00.001+08:00

i want that samsung pixon in PINK!!!!!!!!

arhh.. no mood to blogg now
happy belated valentine's people

2009-02-12T18:19:00.001+08:00

i'm so so so tired
april, i just can't get hyper okayys?

grats billy
and woots for charis who got baptised
i don't know when would it be my turn
i just fell out with God

is He even there??

2009-02-03T18:13:00.003+08:00

thank you to my fabulous daphne-jie and yiting-jie too
they got me everything(well, almost larhhs) on my giftlist post!!
1) high heels in silver!!!!
2) a forever 21 top!!
3) body shop strawberry lip balm!!
4) pink nail varnish!!
5) black eyeshadow!! (no compact mirror though, daphne-jie say later i break, very suay de)

i know it's not everything
but it's so sweet rights?

thank you charis for that super fabulous pouch and card, let's go forever 21 spreeing soon kays?
billy-jie/kor for the BLUE shirted pig

and jamie i miss you
yea i'm surprised
and i don't wanna be cha shao bao
very fatty
hehs

my dad says i should probably get a job
so i will feel the pinch when i burn a hole in my wallet

and whoever you are, i am not buang
♥i'm candylicious and i'm fabulous

2009-02-02T17:07:00.002+08:00

joyeux anniversaire à moi!!!

thank you Perlyn and Vanessa for Candy Empire candies and Aries necklace!!
thank you Jamie, Yani and Yuru for chocolates
looks expensive, according to Vanessa..
and thank you to Yuru for calling in the morning to wish me happy birthday
sorry for hanging up on you but it was not on purpose
my phone balance is $0.00 lerhhs

waiting for daddy to top-up for me
and joyeux anniversaire à papa!!!
daddy's birthday is two days before, cute rights?

and thank you in advance to those who forgot and are buying right now..

2009-01-26T15:41:00.002+08:00

typing this from my phone
Hacked some random guy's wireless network

Double woots
jiexiang gor gonna buy me crumpler
I didn't expect it sia
I triple lurb u man
(don't -.- me, this is how i talk)
When ur birthday come i super buy u good present

I don't like chinese new year
So boring
Food is super fattening
And i've no chance to show off yet
Sian...

2009-01-25T16:23:00.003+08:00

8 hours and 37 minutes to go
maybe bringing my donation card to bai nian tomorrow
i think at least my first aunt's husband would donate
he's a pastor

sighs
heng i got above 250
in their eyes, like very good
but i've another cousin same age as me
seems clever
if i've got lower than him i don't know where to hide my face

went yesterday to maternal gran's house for reunion dinner
cousin bought this levi's watch
and it came in this really really cute denim box
and now i also super happy
cos he promised to buy me birthday present this year
very big deal to me you know
first time in 13 years
thankyou jiexiang gor

i love guides
but they're like super strict
i've got to buy canvas shoes too
cannot bang with my adidas

and my specs keep sliding down my nose cos it's so bloody hot and my nose gets so effing sweaty
grace ma'am is chio
xiang rong senior is super nice
jiawen, jiamin and selina senior are super cute
i love my seniors
i hearts guides!!

and of course rueben would be in basketball, needn't have asked

2009-01-21T19:34:00.008+08:00

i've gotten the Za Two-Way Foundation!!
yayness
limited edition sia
hahs

it's sooo cute

pink colour one

comes with a pouch, and two refills altogether, all for $33.50

super duper cheap

and i saw rueben today!!

i don't think he saw me though

went watch basketball with yunyu

but no shuai ge, very bored

so still, yayness for Za!!

p.s. they really should pay me, i'm advertising for them sia..